my college mates =]

sometimes, i got pissed off by my college mates,
but we really do have happy and crazy moments together =]

i don't really want to bother what happen among us before anymore, cause it's not worth it at all.
and the happy moments is like going to END very soon.
the time is not friendly!!
i have only 7 months more to be with them >.<"
after that i don't know what will happen.
all of us might forget each other, maybe not.
who knows about future stuffs?

i still remember one year ago we named our self Spicy Family.
and i'm "麻辣家族之辣椒干 i'm 一筒Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ"
hahaha.
it seems like Spicy Family is OVER?.
hmp, not sure.
well, i'm really happy that god gave me the opportunity to meet all of you =]
HUGS my babies <3
LOVE all of you as i always do!!

ohya and 1 more thing..
i can't believe that my college mates is doing the same expression as i'm doing.
the most stupid look ever, i guess..
hahaha, it's so freaking funny!
but, i really do appreciate what you guys did =]
it's the sweetest moment of all.



anyway, more funny faces will be coming up soon.
haha XD

something something..

well, i was planning to sell my own t-shirt design since so many people asking.
but there's something bothering me which is, earning@.@"
there's a guy, Caeser, he asked me to work with him.
he will bull the stuff and i'll be sitting in the room designing.
okay.
seems cool, but how are we gonna share the money.
half half? or i take more, or less.
hmm, i wanted my t-shit brand name MELT.Z, but he seems like..
i find it hard to work with people, but he might get cheaper price for the t-shirt and printing cost.
what should i do?!...

you just pissed me off, Girl.

beware, you better beware!
if i see you, i'm gonna box till your teeth fall off.
i'm serious!! (serious in the outside but inside.. i'm soft)
hmm, but i don't think i can box you down cause you are just way so big(side ways) than me.
@.@"
wuu, i'm scared..

please stop giving me the innocent look, cause that face expression doesn't go with your body shape..
and have you ever heard of the story "here comes wolf?"
once you tell a lie, no one is gonna believe you, and i know you well.
i kept quiet doen't mean i'm stupid or blind.
you been backstabbing me since the day i know you =.="
yes sometimes you are nice, but most of the time you'll be nice in front of me and stab behind of me.
HOW PAIN T.T"

anyway, Girl don't cry over spilt milk.
you said is okay if we don't buy the clothes from you right.
okay, now i would like to cancel all my order.
anyway it's just 3 piece, who cares?!
LoLx, but as a salesgirl you SUCKZ, never see someone as terrible as you.
GO HOME AND CARRY IN FRONT OF YOUR MAMA..
guess what, i've place 9 piece of clothes from other, they might sell higer price than you do, but i don't mind spending a few more Ringgit on them rather than you FUCKING attitude.
see how i pronounce and spell it, you FUCKER, FA AR KER!!
really hates you no matter how i see you.
i'm trying to be nice to you but what you gave me as your OLD BLADDY FUCKING attitude.
really "三岁定八十".
your asshole attitude NEVER GONNA CHANGE.

hei, i heard that you got played by a guy, AGAIN?!
LoLx.
how many boyfriend have you been accept and how many times you got dumped?
wow, GOSH uncountable.
it's true that your life, your business, your relationship i have no authority to talk, to care, to write or even to discuss BUT i never see someone as stupid as you.
you got played by so many people you still can't learn the lesson?!
are you that stupid??
hmp, anyway it's good that you got played!!
to show you how bad your attitude are, even Paris Hilton have a better attitude than you do.
can you imagine @.@"?
... ...muahaha

just in case you see this blog, just want to remind you.
i am your friend, a consumer, i have rights to tell you what is good and what is bad.
and as a friend, a seller, you MUST listen to what i said but you have the rights to follow or not.
just now you gave me that FUCKING attitude will only harm you, IT'S NOT "GOOD".
do you hear me girl.
what a little idiot childish girl you are.
you say you are 22,23 year old?!
yea perhaps your appearance but inside, you just look like a 3-5 year old little girl.
even my little brother is much more mature than you =.="
GOSH..

i'm trying to be nice and polite. [[18++]]

back to blog =]
nothing much happen this few days.
most of the time also busy sleeping, eating and doing assignment.(it's a lie)
muahaha.
sleeping and eating is true, about that assignment thingy is half true half fake.
LoLx.
well well, talking about assignment..
there's a guy who took my assignment, he said that he wanna use that assignment to get me a job.
in the end i got nothing, and i LOSE my assignment as well. T_______T"


sorry that i post your picture up.
but YOU THE ONE WHO FORCE ME TO DO SO..
you IDIOT you keep my assignment for what?!
i need it, i already lost a few of my assignment, don't tell me this also LOST..
GOSH.
hate hate hate hate hate, i HATE you!!
at least you come and tell me if you really LOST it, i won't feel that bad.
but i get nothing.
no answer at all, what the HELL is going on?
and 1 thing i hate the most is that, you pretend to be your friend and act innocent.
you though i don't know that's you?!
stop being so childish larhx.
if you have the GUTS, come to me and TELL IN FRONT OF ME!!

it's time to find the "ME" back.

it's time to throw away all the heavy stones from my bag.
i've been carrying it for past 19 years, it's more than enough.
now it's time for "ME" to come back, no more doubt.
i'm so stupid, i kept blaming my parent why they give birth to me with an ugly look of a giant?!
i'm huge, tall and ugly.
but all this thoughts have to move out from my brain RIGHT AWAY.

why do i have to care about how people think of me, but not how i think about myself??
i may not have the facial features or body shape that other people do, but i have the height and complexion.
GOD is always fair =]
the most important i must find back the confident in "ME".
yess, i'm FAT so what?!
someone even said that i look like a dinosaur ='[
this "DINOSAUR" thingy made me feel so depress, "LOST" all the condidence since that day.
i've been so miserable since i heard that, feel like not making friends anymore.
MY LIFE IS OVER.

but now not anymore.
i should say thank you to my parent because they give birth to a baby who is strong and healthy =]
like my father always say: you might have uncomfortable feeling about how you look now, but you will know when you are old. having big strong bones is "LUCKY"
yes dad, it is.

well i'm 20 now.
i know what is real friends what is temporary friends and what is "NOT" even consider as a friends.
if a person want to be your friend just because you are popular, you are a superstar, you are rich or you are beautiful, that is not a true friend!
a true friend will never bother how you look or who you are.
they want to be your friend just because of who you are.
all these while i thought i have to look good or perfect than i will only get more friends.
but yesterday 30 minutes counseling from my brother, i'm really clear.
although he is 5 years younger than me but i feel like he is 5 years older than me.
the way he think and talk is so mature.
he is really a grown up boy, no more longer a little boy =]
i'm so proud of you, thank you so much so all these while.
you really help me.

i'm NO more longer the stupid me =]
i will develop these 5 things to make me have my very own "CHARACTER"
Honesty.
Courage.
Persistence.
Generosity.
Humility.

muahahahahahahaha =]

yang's playing OASIS.

i record yang playing OASIS.
haha, it's sucks!!
he played so many mistake >.<"
you better go practice everyday until you are familiar with the notes.
LoLx, just joking.

i think yang play very well.
he learn it by himself.
it's a nice try bro =]
i LOVE the song very much so i plan to share with my friend who is reading my blog.
hope you don't mind.
haha.

3D modeling (3)

this is the third 3D modeling, will it suppose to be the seventh one but..
too bad, who ask me don't know how to do.
... ...
anyway i did bowling ball and bowling pin for this week.
i like the ball but not the pin!!
it looks so freaking weird.
the lighting i did also very bad..
GOSH, i just wish i have a "PROFESSIONAL" 3D boyfriend "NOW" so he can do everything for me.
and i don't have to think what to do, or google search for "easy 3D modeling" anymore..
haha.
i know it not gonna happen but as i said "i WISH"

here's it.
my weird bowling ball and bowling pin >.<"