(つ＾з＾)つ小仪和小逸と( ^ ε ^と)的约会°❤

哇...
真的很久很久没跟我的姐妹丽仪出街了!
真期待>_______<"
算算下，大概都有整整半年...
哈哈..
想不到我依然还有这样的感觉^____^"
真搞笑...

想起以前，我们真的老了很多!..
哈哈..
刚认识她的时候，还以为她是马来婆来的．
还有还有，感觉她是个坏坏の女孩...
因为她每次都参那个死八婆...
怎么知道她竟然还比我乖叻@____@"
还是我的巡察员...
哈哈哈哈...
真的是现在想起都laugh die me..

_____________________________________________

刚才我们谈了很多东西..
开心地，伤心地，无聊地...
就算不好笑，都会笑出来>_____<"
哈哈^___________^"
不知道为什么..
每当和她聊天时都一定会有一种很特别的感觉!!
那种感觉... ...说不出口...
就只有她和我知道!
呵呵...

宝贝小仪..
我希望我们的友情会永久^___________^"
真的真的很喜欢你这个好姐妹...
永不离开!

10-5-1990 ... 11-5-1990
小逸　　　　小仪


HAPPY BBQ DAY 18-10-2009

wat is "love"?!!...

can some1 juz tell me wat is "love"?
or can any1 tell me wat is da meaning of "love"...
i've been thinkin bout it again and again..
but...
i still din get my ans..

he said he love me..
i reject him, and he tell my fren dat he love her...
is dis call love??

he said he love me..
he wanna be wif me..
i din talk 2 him a few days, and he din find me anymore...
is ths wat u call love??

he sid he love me..
he said he wanna take care of me, but in da end v fight fer nothin..
is dis call love??

all tis ques keep appear in my head, how???
how can i give myself a good ans??
can some1 teach me..

i really duno wat to do..
i juz wan a normal life like other..
y ppl can i cant??
why???!!
y isit so unfair to me?
every1 can live happily..
y cant i?!

y am i so different frm others//...

i'm worse than a BITCH..

wat a fucking day..

i tot telling u bout dat is a manner, but now i'm bladdy regret..

i never hate u,

but disappointed!!

wats da big deal off selling those tickets??

u juz scold me like hell,

the moment u din treat me as ur niece but a DOG..

do u know how i feel??//..

i know i did da rong thing, instead of scolding u can talk 2 me nicely de marhx..

but y u scold until the person beside me oso hear it??



i've appologise to u, but u keep scoldin me!!

why why why..

i hate myself!!!!!

i hate dat i'm so honest 2 u..

y m i so honest?

i could have lie u, or i should have never tell u..

i'm 19 now!!

i know wat is right and wat is wrong..

but i dun think i did anything rong..



i got the news bout i'm having the exam next day las min,

u tot i always wan $$??

anyways wats da big deal if i wan money?

everyones need it..

but u mistaken me...

do u know how it feels..

u neva know..


hei lady,

u tot v r still in olden days??

wake up!!

v r in da 21st century..

everything change..

even da life style..

if i really wanna take da money frm my dad..

i'll neva go out to work..

summore at da age of 14...

i really know wat im doin..

juz trst me..

i juz big enuf to think...

my lovely date..

my name is there haha..

today v went out in a crowd of 17 people to celebrate "hong zai's" 21st bithday ^^"
although today is not da actual day, but all of us juz pretend 2day was da day..
it was so fun, and all of us were enjoying ourself..
i've neva been to a birthday party as cool as this ^^"
all of them were so caring..
they talk to you all day long, n they will neva lose sight of you..
although u are not in the same class, or the birthday boy..
it was so touching.. T.T"
firstly v went to the "magic park", after that we went to sungei wang fer lunch a.k.a shopping..
during eating, suddently edwin, 7zai and edmund start singing happy birthday song >.<"
thn all of us oso sing together and chloe n avanny holding a cake walking towards hong zai..
haha..
he got shocked, and the tears were linggering around his eyes..
wow @.@"
i wish i could have da feelin too..
i neva have this kind of feeling before, nope i sould say tht i've neva celebrated any birthday before..
every birthday, i juz sit in da house wait until 9pm my cousin come to my house n eat da cake together =.="
so boring..
this kinda things keep repeating fer 18 yrs..
but ths yr, on my birthday i were on da plane..
how cool..
but not dat cool oso coz no cake @.@"
haha.. well after eating, thn v started go shopping..
wakaka..
v were helping kk 2 find clothes>.<"
he is quiet handsome, juz a problem on clothing..
OMG, he got a bad taste -.-"
haha, sorry 2 say dat..
while he was trying da shirts, i saw a guy keep peeping on me at the other shop>.<"
yer..
so scary..
i hate ppl who did dat..
but, suddently a guy look juz pop up in my brain..
i guess i know hu is he..
but haha he din walk 2 me and ask hu m i..
so fine..
i won't ask too..
coz i neva like 2 do so..
at da shop i saw a big brown bag..
whn i 1st saw it, i fall in love wif it >.<"
but, but da price is so high!!~~
how can i buy it??
its RM79.90 almost RM80.00 haiz..
all i can do is give up T.T" aiz..
my heart now is so pain..
i so miss it..
i miss da bag so badly n madly @.@"
hmm..
well today's date is really a 1 day trip ^^"
i'm so happy..
thanks everyone.. thank you fer everything!!~~
i really have a great time..
but i still missing my bad >.<"

why am i acting so weird nowadays?

hei my dear..

i heard alot of rumours about u nehx..

hmp..

i cant believe dat i c it in my own eyes man..

u r damn a lazy bummm>.<"

u asked me bout da homework, well thn i teach u..

u say u dun understand, thn i said i'll explain 2 u!!~~

but u said u r bZ and ask me to teach u

later@.@"

oh my dear,

u are another 1 irriteating lazy annoying bumm..

i dun get it, y is my luck so bad in this month?

y do i met so many weird weird guys?

is this a punishment to me or its a traning?

i juz wan an odinary day..

y cant i have normal frenx..

y muz i suffer frm all this thinggies>.<"

argh..

pity me T.T"

i'm so bladdy pissed off

wat the hell?!!

wat u want now?..

u said u're coming at dat time,

but u did not show up!

so wat now?

u really not interested in doin dat assignment?

u hate dat assignment so much?//..

but its a team work!!

y do u do tis to both of us?..

if u really wana die thn u die alone

o juz plz do it on ur individual work..

plz dun implicate both of us..

v adi done our best 2 finish it@.@"

well now teacher is like not really helpin..

ask him things oso macam.. (...bla bla bla...)

i know he adi "du lan"..

but wat should i do?

u think 1 person really can finish up everythin..

u tot i'm superwoman??

wakao,

watch too much cartoon..

think too much fantasy stuff..

i'm juz an odinary gal..

u think i can handle all by myself??

bull shit..

ur mama can i oso cant!!

i don't have da time..

i still have 2 more days thn exam..

how 2 complete an assignment in a short time??

now i've put my pendrive n artblock at kuno's room..

hope dat u really can make it to take da stuff..

n i oso hope dat no wan steal my pendrive..

if not v really "cai cai sei"..

Oh My God..

My LORD, plz help me..

hode dat everythin will be fine T.T"

well talk about the other guy..

another bastard..

he's so fucking shit..

i juz ask him 2 bring me to somewhr, he told me dat i stay very far..

this n dat..

its so bladdy shit..

dont u know dat thr's a new highway called "duke"?

if u dun wanna bring thn fine..

dun talk so much bull shit..

thn wat bout my $$$?//..

u told me dat u dun have money, bt hw u wan me 2 trust euu?..

u said u ate "seafood", u plying snooker..

ths n dat..

y not u accumulate the $$$ n gime bak?//..

i was like "pok kai-ing" n u like nt giving bak..=.="

ergh..

FUCK U BASTARD!!

pay me bak,

i want my money bak@.@"

sorry gal..

hei gal..

do u remember da first time i asked u wheather da person u like is Mr.R and u told me no?!

thn i asked again, hu's da person u admire!//..

but u din wanna tell me T.T"

thn i continue to ask, wheather he's Mr.P and u say no..

i was so damn...

ergh..

fine >.<"

if euu wana tell, thn euu tell..

wait n wait n wait.. no answer>.<"

but until dat day, when u ask me a question in facebook..

i got shock..

and i feel dat u're keeping somethin frm me @.@"

so i ask u da same question again wheather is Mr.R and thn euu oni admit it..

haha..

my dear,

i'm really sorry,

i duno dat i add him will cause this problem..

i didn't know he'll come n talk to me @.@"

and u told me dat he dun really talk to gals, and i'm the first one..

wow!//.. how lucky^^"

but i can c the sadness on ur face..

well, plz dun think too much..

its juz normal frenz chatting wif each other..

haha..

well, i wonder wat happen between u guys now?

r u both together now?//..

haha..

plz plz tell me

i wana know@.@"