i'm an IDIOT

living for more than 21 years in this world yet i still don't know how to differentiate whether the person is true or fake..
what a joke!!

the word "friends"!! << i don't know what does that mean any more, can anyone let me know??
the vows you guys made, it was touch =D
till now i still can remember, but it was just empty words..
it's not as beautiful as it is.
you guys broke your promises, and i'm only the one hanging to it..
hahaha, how sweet!!

yeah, Tiffany was right, all of us grow up.
there's no point holding on to "me", i'm not the only one in the world.
there are like 1000 more over people waiting for them, what the benefits holding on to me?? hahaha
i'm such a naive girl, i thought there the word "FOREVER" in the world, actually there's no such thing =D

have you guys ever take me as a friend??
or i'm just a chauffeur to you guys.. (i wish i can know the answer)
am i being too kind or i'm being too pricey??
am i being too evil or i'm a fucking bitch that have to deserve all the shits??

hello guys, i'm a human too!!
i have feelings, and i don't often show it out.
do i have to write out my feelings on my forehead, just to let you know how i feel?? after being how many years of friend and you can't even notice me for a second..
how HURT and DISAPPOINTED.

sometimes people like me do things for a reason,
but no one seems to understand me.
are you guys really that busy until you don't have time for me??
promise me for something but end up doing things with others??
am i really invincible??
i wanted to know, am i really that bad??
do i really deserve all this shits??
i don't even qualify to be your friend??

what i hate the most is when people said that they understands me..
hello, NO YOU DON'T!!
you guys don't know me, don't act like a bitch saying you know me well, you guys know nothing about me..
especially when i came back from Melbourne!!
NONE OF YOU CAN TELL HOW I'M FEELING..
this is what you guys will never understand, if you wanted to know go there yourself and you'll feel like..

all this while i've been saying no more being "Miss Nice", but i never did it..
from now on, i'll wear a mask to communicate with everyone since you guys want me to be so..
no point being nice to everyone since no one knows how to appreciate it.

I NEVER SAY I AM THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, BUT AT LEAST I NEVER INTEND TO HURT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME!!

bye bye Melbourne, hello Perth =D

finally bye bye Melbourne!!
but why am i feeling sad?? i'm actually used to to life at Melbourne..
i'm like a part of them..
OH MY..
its weird, i don't know what i want.
by the way I had great time with yang =D
a great great holiday with my beloved brother, thank you for visiting me!!


hello Perth!!
look at our tired face, we are really TIRED XD
popo, e-ma and e-jeong is getting older and older, i shall spend more time with them..
so i will live no regrets..
we had so many yummy foods!!
although mummy cook the same thing but.. the taste and smell is different ='[
hahaha, we shall eat more and go back with a big big stomach full of foods XD

today is the second day in Perth, and we are going for shopping!!

=D

I CAN'T SLEEP!!

SMILE =D
and keep myself quiet..

happy holiday =D

finally, i've done all my work.. << not really done still have things to edit..
but yeah gonna start enjoying my days =D
weee super excited.

went for lunch with Felix at Chapel Noodle..
i was so so full @.@"
well after that we went to the printing shop, so sad i can't get my things today..
need to wait until thursday..
so i will be getting all my stuff on thursday..
so so excited..

BLESS everything will be fine =D

same mistake

people always say "once is a mistake, twice is stupidity" << i've fall for the same mistake over and over again..
sometimes i really don't understand myself, why the hell do i walk back the same old road~~~
i know i never want it, but..
can somebody explain??

the FACT

i post this up just to remind myself!!

eventually friend hurt the most!!

sometimes when you give your heart out to your "best friend" and they tend to turn you down??
how would you feel?

sometimes when you tell your "best friend" something serious and they take is as a joke!!
how would you fell?

honestly i fell HURT!

do you know how much i care about you?
do i look like a clown to you now?
am i really that funny? (i maybe funny for some times AND i'm not a full time clown)
chinese people always said "我当你是宝,你当我是草" (i find it so true!!)
have you really though of who am to you?
i don't think so, from what you have said to me, is just like brief through..

eventually when something really happen, please don't cry over spilt milk..
it's too late~ (anyway i guess you won't feel it too)
you are too happy with your current life, you have forgotten some one you have been through for the past few years..
it has become past tense to you~~~

by the way sincerely, i'm glad you have change..
or maybe this is the true colour?
who knows? like daddy said 'NOW YOU KNOW WHO IS REAL and WHO IS NOT'
(yeah daddy i see it, super clear, no need "Eye Mo" also can see!!)

since you have your own life~~~
well, i guess i'll have to move on as well.
LoLx..

i won't be a immature, by saying something like "you won't be in my best friend or friend list anymore" or "you are no longer in my friend list" or "i'm going to erase you from the friend list" (ehh come on la Yap, WHAT's the DIFFERENCE?!)
LoLx..

tee hee =D






owh owh, actually someone did this to me =D
thank you so much, ILY ♥♥