Life in Aussie =D

it's been a long time i haven't i didn't came up to blog..
well yeah, i came back to melbourne and i actually falling in love with this place..
no more complains, i swear!!
so brother pei kiat finally went to study in adelaide, and damn that place sucks!! it's so fucking boring @.@"
oops yeah, just telling the truth =D

i moved in to heidi's room (Porter 8)
damn, this room is so fucking dirty and i dunno, too much to complain!!
i used about 3 hours just to clean the kitchen and that fridge ='[
and i was so tired cause i just arrive melbourne..
sad day, crying like shit again..

after since i move into this room, i only noticed that how lucky was i to stay in UniLodge..
i can cook so many nice food..
now, i can only have boiling stuff, no frying in this room at all ='[

so what have i been up to within these 2 months?!
hmm, let me see..
assignments, assignments and assignments!!
really?? nah, probably bout 75%??..
i had shopping and travelling around melbourne =D
clothes here is fucking cheap.. hahaha

the subjects that i enrolled is getting harder and harder, so annoying >.<"
so i have submitted most of my subjects, left 1 more so i can have a week holiday..
it's EASTER dudes, weeee =D
guess what, i'll pick something to study again after i complete my bachelor
cause I WANNA GET A PR HERE!!

GOOOOOSH, bless me =D
i guess i'll post my pictures up in another post?! perhaps..

i'm an IDIOT

living for more than 21 years in this world yet i still don't know how to differentiate whether the person is true or fake..
what a joke!!

the word "friends"!! << i don't know what does that mean any more, can anyone let me know??
the vows you guys made, it was touch =D
till now i still can remember, but it was just empty words..
it's not as beautiful as it is.
you guys broke your promises, and i'm only the one hanging to it..
hahaha, how sweet!!

yeah, Tiffany was right, all of us grow up.
there's no point holding on to "me", i'm not the only one in the world.
there are like 1000 more over people waiting for them, what the benefits holding on to me?? hahaha
i'm such a naive girl, i thought there the word "FOREVER" in the world, actually there's no such thing =D

have you guys ever take me as a friend??
or i'm just a chauffeur to you guys.. (i wish i can know the answer)
am i being too kind or i'm being too pricey??
am i being too evil or i'm a fucking bitch that have to deserve all the shits??

hello guys, i'm a human too!!
i have feelings, and i don't often show it out.
do i have to write out my feelings on my forehead, just to let you know how i feel?? after being how many years of friend and you can't even notice me for a second..
how HURT and DISAPPOINTED.

sometimes people like me do things for a reason,
but no one seems to understand me.
are you guys really that busy until you don't have time for me??
promise me for something but end up doing things with others??
am i really invincible??
i wanted to know, am i really that bad??
do i really deserve all this shits??
i don't even qualify to be your friend??

what i hate the most is when people said that they understands me..
hello, NO YOU DON'T!!
you guys don't know me, don't act like a bitch saying you know me well, you guys know nothing about me..
especially when i came back from Melbourne!!
NONE OF YOU CAN TELL HOW I'M FEELING..
this is what you guys will never understand, if you wanted to know go there yourself and you'll feel like..

all this while i've been saying no more being "Miss Nice", but i never did it..
from now on, i'll wear a mask to communicate with everyone since you guys want me to be so..
no point being nice to everyone since no one knows how to appreciate it.

I NEVER SAY I AM THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, BUT AT LEAST I NEVER INTEND TO HURT THE PEOPLE AROUND ME!!

bye bye Melbourne, hello Perth =D

finally bye bye Melbourne!!
but why am i feeling sad?? i'm actually used to to life at Melbourne..
i'm like a part of them..
OH MY..
its weird, i don't know what i want.
by the way I had great time with yang =D
a great great holiday with my beloved brother, thank you for visiting me!!


hello Perth!!
look at our tired face, we are really TIRED XD
popo, e-ma and e-jeong is getting older and older, i shall spend more time with them..
so i will live no regrets..
we had so many yummy foods!!
although mummy cook the same thing but.. the taste and smell is different ='[
hahaha, we shall eat more and go back with a big big stomach full of foods XD

today is the second day in Perth, and we are going for shopping!!

=D

I CAN'T SLEEP!!

SMILE =D
and keep myself quiet..

happy holiday =D

finally, i've done all my work.. << not really done still have things to edit..
but yeah gonna start enjoying my days =D
weee super excited.

went for lunch with Felix at Chapel Noodle..
i was so so full @.@"
well after that we went to the printing shop, so sad i can't get my things today..
need to wait until thursday..
so i will be getting all my stuff on thursday..
so so excited..

BLESS everything will be fine =D

same mistake

people always say "once is a mistake, twice is stupidity" << i've fall for the same mistake over and over again..
sometimes i really don't understand myself, why the hell do i walk back the same old road~~~
i know i never want it, but..
can somebody explain??

the FACT

i post this up just to remind myself!!