OVER again...

well as what i mention that day..
first moody, than sad and now OVER already..
haha..
very fast right >_____<"
i also can't imagine why so fast..
you are right i'm damn a childish bitch [[GROW UP PLEASE]]..
actually i really don't know why, what's the problem of watching cartoons or some kids show??
they are kinda nice what ( .O___o. )"
why ask me don't watch??!
we are just 3 years different, why we like nothing to chat instead of just arguing??!
from the starting, you never trust me..
TRUST is so important, but you never believe me..
do you know how hurt is that??
just because of you, i try to blend in into your world.
i know i'm not 100% good, but at least i take an effort to try..
aren't you happy about it??
at least i'm different from who you know last time @.@"
a little is better than nothing..
but
you don't know, you don't know, YOU DON'T KNOW!!
so many things, you just blame me..
FREE TO CHAT..
haha this word doesn't mean that i want to talk on call..
i just wanna sms with you, but all you think is that i want you to call me..
you know me for so long, if i want you to call you dunno de mehx??..
i'll direct ask you to call me, what is the use of sending so many message to you??
by the way, what is the problem of calling your dear??
not asking you to call whole day at least 5 minute, i'm satisfied!!
but you never know..
you like to win..
fine, i'll just let you win..
i'm out of this game..
enough of being Miss.Nice//!
what is the use of being so nice??..
all i get in return is just insulting..
no more being Miss.Nice
the word nice is going to delete from my brain..
you said you give me 1 more chance to say it??
haha..
i think it is not necessary, because the same thing i'll answer you..
"WE ARE OVER"
don't tell me how hard you work..
don't tell me this hard work is for who..
don't tell me about our future..
don't tell me you want to give me a better life..
don't tell me you want to give us a better life..
actually all the above is just for yourself..
NOT ME..
all i want is just a simple LOVE..
i rather eat shit with you than waiting for you the whole night long..
anyway,
everything is just a piece of shit..
GONE..
everything gone..
well now i know, my two years ago decision is correct..