year "1" semester "1" (.^ oo ^.)"V

wow, haha..
i'm in college now..
how fast >.<" (getting old)
17 years gone like this, really fast man..
haven't even get ready..
well this is the first year a.k.a first semester i'm in college, gonna make new friends, bland in with the lectures and also get use to the environment..
feel so nervous..
how's the people in college, are they friendly?
how's the lectures look like, are they good?
thousands of question keep popping out in my brain..

actually its not that scary..
people in the college are fiendly, the lectures are kind too =D
too bad there are only 2 classmates>.<"
both of them also boy @____@"
i'm the only girl in the class, luckly they are not bad!!(consider very good already^^")
haha..
erm, since i went to college i found that the life style in college is way damn different from secondary life..
in secondary, you can copy your friends homework but than in college you can never copy anyone's homework ( O________o)" (the most suffer thing) espcially when you're studying "design"
how to copy??
OMG.. gonna starting moving my brain >.<"

in this semester i study "basic design, drawing, colour theory, intro to IT and digital imaging"
it's not easy for begginer to do all this things..
but luckly i still manage to coplete my assingnment, but thanis last minute work >.<"


digital imaging assignment








colour theory

all this assignment really cost me to dead >_________<"
but i really enjoy the moment..

"FUCK" my bladdy "New" ROOM >___<"

_________ URGH x__X"
really fuck my stupid new room..
smells so shit..
can't i juz sleep in a good fragrance room instead of tis kinda weird smell???
i'm damn exhausted..
y still tread me like dat..
da mood really went down coz of tis..

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME OUT?!
i juz wan to rest in peace fer this 23days..
like dat oso cant??..
URGHHHH >______________<"
really fucking angry..

____________

hei anderson really sorry..
i really got no mood for da jokes u said..
da english u said really "SUCKZZ"..
i can't get wat u mean AT ALL @__________@
n dat is not humour or funny at all..
i juz hate it whneva u speak to me by using tis kinda english (-.=)"
its really annoying..

all i can say is u juz use it on da wrong time =X

___________ just SHUT UP =X

hei..
can u c my picha??!..
its really damn fuckin obvious dat i'm askin u to shut ur fuckin "MOUTH"..
LoLx.. (X___________x")V



wat's da preoblem wif u =x
it seems like everythin have 2 go through u oni can process..
is ths a must -______-"
or it's in our college rules @______@"?..

i juz hate it whneva anythin happen u gonna pull me in..
i'm not interested in joinin ur stupid thingie..
go find sum1 else hu can stand ur bladdy attitude..
or in da same guild as u (>__________<)"
i'm sure i'm not da 1 u r lookin fer..
n PLEASE, juz LEAVE me ALONE..
no DISTURBANCE thank you ^_____^"

_________ ohya..
PLEASE dun let me hear any of my stupid fuckin story from "YOU" again..
wanna gossip bout me, juz go futher or out of da country..
i HATE back stabbers..
so u know wat to do yahx, dun think u teakwando thn very smart..
i can be weak (>______<)"
but,
i can b even smarter thn u anytime if i want.. oOo(@_____@)"oOo

( ^ oo ^ )" whole day outing..

well seriously, i've neva try to go out fer like more thn 12 hours a day..

urgh>.<"
______________ OOOMG//!
its so amazing, i really do enjoy myself..
today was da 1st day..
err nonono suppost to be my 1st time of enjoyin afta exam..
really neva try this before..


i remember whenever holiday i surely go look fer part time job, but thn this time really sorry..
i really need 2 relax myself coz tooooooooooooo bZ fer the whole year!!
still dun relax myself i'm afraid i'm gonna die soon..
haha..
"choi, choi, choi" so "dai kat lei si"
well today is poh wen las day in KL coz she soon movin to Klang, stayin wif her husband^.^"
hehe..
so sweet and lovely..
admire "sei"..
_______________________



both primary leader jasmine n henry, n me didy da notti student..

early in da mornin v went to neway, as wat thy usually say in chinese "sing K"
haha..
v had a big room but juz a few of us there..
anywayz its ok coz v really enjoy there hahaha..


OMG look at da da boss, he is so happy (^ oo ^)"V
haha..
Calvin soul O_____O"
scary his soul came out>.<"
by da way no1 is afraid so ok^^"



sleeping beauty??!



haha, calvin syok sendiri singin his 80's love song..



wat??! u guys now oni exchanging number?? haha..

after 3 hours singin i'm pretty sure dat every1 are hungry..
no is very hungry coz da food in neway really SUCKZ>.<"
haha..
v went to Mr.Duck "ah Dak Kor" fer lunch n had a plate of "Wantan Mee"..
dun really like dat noodle, weird weird taste..
Lolx_________ =D

boss treat us eat duckie..



erm..
haha, seriously not nice XD
wakakaka..
at last rayson is here..
he's late, n dat duckie head belongs to him!!
haha..

after our lovely lunch 610 n calvin went home T_________T"
urgh gonna miss thm^^"



c da guys so bad..
rayson investigatin da things..
boss askin da girls to go in>.<"
haha..

in "in ed house" v bough a smth fer poh wen..
hehe^____^"
hope she like it..

4.30pm time fer movie..
haha..
v watched twilight^^"
jasmine was not so hapi wif da movie coz she din watch da 1st chapter n she's kinda blur wif da movie..
rayson too, he watched tis movie the other day..
haha..
its all BOSS's fault..
he's da 1 hu wanna watch this movie..
i'm okay wif any of the movie except fer horror movies.. =D
well, da twilight movie is kinda nice but oso kinda dissapointed..
the end like "will u marry me"
n pop the end @___@"
i'm like "wat the??!"

afta da movie, v were like rushin 2 poh wen's house..
coz v r late..
haha nvm nvm rayson drive, no worries can reach veli veli fas..
haha..

after eatin a plate of noodles i'm like "wow ok, enough fer me, thank you"..
dun have 2 mention y adi, u know..
hehe =D
poh wen's brother tonny gave me a cup of whiskey..
puff..
yee it taste awful >____<"
till now i still remember dat burning feel..
too bad i pour it away..
coz daddy oways say dat dun simply go outside drink beer or anythin, da drinks might be fake..
well okay.
haha..

around 9pm v straight away go KLCC to fetch panpan n go PJ "yam cha"
haha..
really whole day outing..
so tired>.<"

i'm so sick of myself and also you//!..

i really dunno what happen to me, i want everything to be prefect and different from other..
but i can't//!
all those shit things i did are just the same..
how to be different? how can my stuff be unique as my title "unique didy's blog"
i'm not special at all..
i just a nobody copying others style..
i hate myself and i really felt lost ( T____T )"
who the hell am i, where is didy??
what the hell i'm doing here..
u know all those question pop up in my brain??
how can i live happily or normally with this kinds of disturbance
( O_______o )"
no one will understand how i feel..
all you know is just asking:
"how many A's can you get this time?"
"your jiejie got 3A's for her exam, so how many you think you can get??"
and all i know how to answer you is that:
"NO, NONE OF MY SUBJECT GETS AN A!!"
well actually is not true..
i got A's for few subject, but what's the point of telling him??
he'll just say "it's so easy for you to score an A nowadays.. during those days bla bla bla..."
excuse me, you have already mention during those days, so why you still wanna compare now and last time??..
what's the point??
IT'S A PAST, just let it go..
and 1 more thing, i don't care about the "A"
all i care is what i've learn ( ^_____^ )
so please just let me do what i want and what i can//..
everyone has their own limit..
i'm not smart as you and i need more time to cope with the things..
just don't be so pushie please or adding pressure on me, if you continue to do so i'm afraid i'll die soon..

Freakin Sem "OVER"

At last i'm free ^______-"
look at my pic u adi know lorhx..
haha..
my freakin farkin bastard stupid sem is over... (^___^")V
haha..
gonna enjoy my holidayzz as fun as possible, if not i gonna suffer again on January @____@"
by da way college is actually not dat bad whn u have ur frenz around^____^"
well i do..
i have 18 babies around me..
-hong zai [hito da leader]
-avanny
-chloe
-7 zai [vince]
-5 gor [kian dai lou]
-sao lui [candy dai ga jie]
-Ling Lih [our GG gal]
-hui xian
-edwin [da leng zai]
-edmund
-san nee [amy]
-yuan ming
-mon peng
-zaible
-ah gong [da di]
-ah ma [xiao di]
-priscilla [our baby sitter]
-kk [GG king]



[some of thm went to prin their assignment]

u c guyss..
if u dun have ur frenz beside u, ur life will be black n white..
doesn't mean dat black n white is not good, butif there are colours isnt it better?//..
haha..
anywayz it depands..

No college..
life gonna be damn farkin bored coz cant go college take picz wif thm adi T_______________T"
well i really do enjoy takin picz wif u guys although i look fat n ugly @___@"
i dun mind..
juz wana enjoy, spendin time wif u juz worth it!!
haha..
hope tis frenship last 4eva although sometime quarrel happens..
but wat to 2 real fren will oni do dat!!
haha >___<"V

Deyn. SORRY

i really dunno y..
really no idea..

Deyn. so sorry fer puttin all da angers on..
but, u deserve it..
haha..
by da way i really wish i could change all da bad attitude..
it really SUCKZ..
it looks like im a mad person sometimes..
but thn i know it will never happen
so 4get it..