i'm sorry Mr.Fly

in this post, i am going to write about Mr.Fly..
i don't know whether you'll come and read this or but anyway i still gonna write it down as a memory or whatever.
erm, let's see how should i start??

okay, i know Mr.Fly more than half a year already.
his real name is ah moon, but than once i saw his picture wearing a big sunglasses that looks like an eye of a fly.
and that is how he got his name, Mr.Fly.
he's a hilarious guy, he likes to crap and jock around, but than there a very bad thing about him which is he is very emotional.
his mood can change any moment, that is what my friend and i don't like about him.

well, the relationship between me and his is like more than a friend but less than a couple..
both of us are kinda close, until a few friends of mine also thought that he's my boyfriend. (this is not important)
LoLx.
anyway he's my "BFF" [Best Friend Forever]..

seriously, at first was kinda happy being his BFF, but than slowly i feel like i was not that happy being his BFF cause i didn't get any respect from him.
i wonder, isit because of my appearance? i'm not beautiful enough to respect? or i'm like a boy to you so i don't have to get respect?
i remembered i have told you a few times that stop asking me to fuck off or saying fuck you to me.
sometimes, i really wish that i'm just a normal friend to you compare to your so call "BFF"..
at least i still can get respect.

and now i just want to say i'm "SORRY" to Mr.Fly.
i admit i was kinda rude that day, and i was putting all my stress and anger on you.
but you yourself shouldn't have "FFK" me.
you promised to bring me go, and i called and asked for confirmation on friday with you, and you still say okay and yes.
whenever you want people to bring you out, you ask people not to "FFK" you butwhat yourself did??
i wonder why will you said that and now i know, cause you always "FFK" people, so you worried people will do back the same thing to you??.
anyway, it's over..
don't wanna talk about it anymore.

now i feel so stupid, cause that day i angry until send him 1 stupid message telling him not to find me anymore..
What The Hell am i doing??
haha, now when i cool down and think back, that day i was really very stupid!!
LoLx.
i wish i could keep back the words.