isit you or me??

we can never communicate like how other daddy and daughter did.
you and me, always end up with quarrel, sad, crying or hatred. is this what we really want??
i don't understand you dad.
i hate myself that i did the same thing as you!
get mad or angry at you so fast everytime, but what to do? i have the same attitude as you dad.
i want to change, i don't wanna be like you, cause i know how hurt it is to do so.
but dad can you listen to me for once??
doesn't mean that you're dad and you are right for everything.
NO.
dad, world change, you are not longer in your century anymore.
i know it is hard for you to raise yang and me, but i'm in college now. the expenses of course will be higher than primary and secondary de larhx.
you asked me why d i use $$ for this, why do i use $$ for that, but all of the $$ is for my assignment. what do you expect?
when i want to work as a part time, you asked me not to and concentrate on my studies, but did you know that i really have not enough money for my 1 month usage?
how much can you give me every month?
do you know i feel shame to ask more money from you??
do you know how i feel??

now i'm just asking for a college usage and you scolded me? am i really a burden to you??
i really wish that i can shout in front of you and said that"FROM NOW ON YOU DON'T HAVE TO RAISE ME UP ANYMORE, I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE!!I WANT TO WORK ON MY OWN, WITHOUT USING ANY OF YOUR MONEY"
i'm really tired of you, but i'm not disappointed at you.
because i know you love me, and i love you too.
but just both of us express in a wrong way. i'm sorry.