what's your dream?!

guess why did i upload this picture up??
any answer??
well, lets see whether our answer is similar..

anyone of you who is reading my blog studied art of history before??..
well if no, i would like to share abit of story here..

as you guys know, we people no matter what race or culture we are, we couldn't do something that we really wanted to do, for instant like "walking naked on the street"
that's only for people who is "insane".. (or maybe not, i'm not sure about that) [[it depends on how you see]]
so there's an artist(can't really remember his name), he wanted to do alot of stuff but it's illegal. like killing some one.
he couldn't do that because, he will be jailed if he do that-.-"
so the killing stuff can only happen in his dream.
he wanted to share, so he draw those picture out.(imaginary pictures)
the idea was all in his "dream"..
ERM, understand??! hahaha, sorry i'm not a good story teller.

well the main purpose for me to write this blog is because, i went to my "popo"'s (CK) blog just now, and i saw that she's choosing the course between fashion and illustration.
but, she had her own dream which is to open a boutique..
wow, i'm impress.
a 18 year old girl, do know what she want and "ME" a 20 year old girl i have no idea what the hell i want..
failure failure failure!! what a shame =X

dream dream dream..
what's my dream??! for like half more year i'm gonna graduate..
i don't even know what i want, how do you expect me to go and find UNIVERSITY and MAJOR in ONE SUBJECT?!
it's impossible..
and guess what?! 610 is gonna graduate in end of this month, and she asked me to find uni together..
haiz..
everything is like so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast!! @.@"
time is ticking (not my friend at all)

i guess for this same stupid problem, i've mention it in few of the post..
LoLx..
i'm like a granny(please forgive me).
i really don't know what to do beside writing in my blog.
tell people?? who cares and who will help.
i'm the one who said "OKAY" to studied that bladdy idiot course.
and now i'm in a big trouble.
assignment haven't hand it up, gonna fail soon..
retake?? LoLx not interested at all..
just sorry to say "FUCK OFF".

anyone??
seniors, friends.. people who is graduating??
give any idea..
save me??
help me??
kill me??
_______________ urgh =X
call me!!
talk to me!!
give me idea!!
wisdom!!
anything... ...
owh T___T"

i really need HEEEEEEEEEEEEELP from you guys..
please do talk to me more.
i'm afraid i'll jump down from twin tower soon @.@"