sad..

first i was moody,
and now i'm sad..
haha..
2 days, it's been 2 day and we argue for like more than 5 times..
what the "FUCK"
is this means we shouldn't get back together?
i think it is the right thing that you let me go 2 years ago..
i really wish that we never meet, never get back together..
whenever we argue, my heart so pain..
and it seems like i'm always the person who is wrong..
maybe i'm really the one..
i'm sorry.
i've tr my best to blend in into your world,
no regret..

you tot i'm a superwoman?
i can get whatever i want?
why you put a high expectation on me?
do you know how big pressure it is?
sometimes doesn't mean you want it and you'll get it..
i believe if you have the heart if it' late it doesn't matter at all..
they won't blame you.
they'll understands you if they are a part of your family..

god,
is this the sign of "the end"?
i wish this will never happen, but it's fate..
no ones hope this day will come..
but, i'll support it till one month,
if between this 1 month no changes, than i'll give up..
FOR SURE!!
no more pity, no more sad, gonna start my new smart life and say bye bye to my stupid life =D