well, i was kinda blur that day..
my brother told me about "esther" got all "A"s for her exam, so i tot she's in SPM
than i tot wanna find jin chuan and ask him how's his exam..
couldn't find him, but i found leo..
my ex dear >.<"
what a coincidence..
aiz..
he say he been waiting for me for 2 years..
it was a big mistake that he let me go..
wow..
sweet talk, who can resist it??..
i mean can nahx, but what if you still have feel towards him..
can't de nohx..
it's impossible >.<"
haiz..
why he wanna say this kinda things to me nehx??
i wish that he never told me that although it's something what you wish to hear..
but... ...but... ...but i dunno what to do..
he ask me for the 2nd chance.
how??
i know you will never understand what i feel..
now do you understand why??
a perfect guy like him, how to be with him??
handsome, pilot, rich and bla bla bla..
me?!
i'm a an ordinary girl, no money, just a stupid useless student, appearance?? haha.. 1 word "UGLY"
he did say something nice..
he told me he don't care about what people thing, he just wanna be with me..
haiz..
how wor..
i really dunno what answer should i give him..
just a yes or no
what is that so hard to say it out??
actually, today i tot wanna give him my answer de..
but than i din't receive any call from him since yesterday >.<"
maybe he's just fly back from sydney and he's tired, sleeping now or maybe that answer is not important at all..
i dunno..
i really really dunno..
and my brain full of question marks, my heart just so disappointed..
wanna call him but i don't dare..
i feel like he just wanna play me for revenge..
or i might think too much??!
urgh..
can someone just help me, or tell me what to do??..
i really ned an answer, good or bad it doesn't matter at all..
i wish i could have my normal life back without all this disturbance =(
when to wacth movie just now, no mood at all..
happy movie but looks likea sad movie>.<"
a love story, but some kinda weird feel @_______@"
eat, is forever my favourite thing..
but it doesn't taste nice at all..
when i was driving home, almost had an accident,
feel so scare, the first person i think is him.
haha..
but what is the point of thinking him??
useless..
whenever my message comes i so wish that it was him..
but nope, not him, it's not hm!!
LOVES really HURT..
there is a wall between he and me..
there is a wall in his heart..
i can never understands him
just feel like giving up ( .^________.^ )"
maybe this is the best way for me..
No comments:
Post a Comment