giving up.

i hate the feeling of being reject, and i don't wanna be reject!!

it hurts when your lecturer said things that's sarcastic, but the things he said was right..

i didn't do well in this subject!!

honestly, i'm giving myself up.. do you know how tired am i??

i wonder when was the last time i'm actually enjoying myself??

are all those smiley face really happy or it's just a simple smile without any meaning??

god knows..

i need a shoulder, i want to cry..

but who's there?? i don't see anyone that i can rely on.. i don't feel like anyone can understands me.. (but they always said "i understand your feeling")

sorry, i don't think so, cause the way you relied does not click!!

where are my friends?? eventually, do i have friends?? at least one??

nah, people like me don't deserve to have a friend i guess..

after that 3 hours class, i stayed back to talk to Alex..
he told me not to be stress, i was like what the fuck..

LoLx, i have only 2 weeks more to go and i'm not on track, how can i be not STRESSED?!!

are you fucking kidding me??

thank god he was so kind, he gave me his personal e-mail and he asked me to get through him by that e-mail..

haiz, at least he's kind?? not really helping tho..

Shivani is another problematic lecturer, she just can't understand what does it mean by i have not enough of time!!

she keeps asking me to illustrate the pictures and she said that it's not that hard right?!

LoLx, i know that it's not hard.. but do you know that how long does it consume to path all that picturesssss?? are you crazy?? you think i have a year time to complete my 4subjects?? hello i'm not super woman okay..

gimme a break please..

you thought i don't want my work to be H.D?? you thought i don't want my work to look nice??

damn..

enough of complains, it's the fact.. it won't change ='(

anyway, i've received 3 birthday cards today..
thank guys, you cheer me up!!

especially i received the things i like..

haha..

mummy and daddy sent me a card too!! that's the best gift ever =)