sad..

first i was moody,
and now i'm sad..
haha..
2 days, it's been 2 day and we argue for like more than 5 times..
what the "FUCK"
is this means we shouldn't get back together?
i think it is the right thing that you let me go 2 years ago..
i really wish that we never meet, never get back together..
whenever we argue, my heart so pain..
and it seems like i'm always the person who is wrong..
maybe i'm really the one..
i'm sorry.
i've tr my best to blend in into your world,
no regret..

you tot i'm a superwoman?
i can get whatever i want?
why you put a high expectation on me?
do you know how big pressure it is?
sometimes doesn't mean you want it and you'll get it..
i believe if you have the heart if it' late it doesn't matter at all..
they won't blame you.
they'll understands you if they are a part of your family..

god,
is this the sign of "the end"?
i wish this will never happen, but it's fate..
no ones hope this day will come..
but, i'll support it till one month,
if between this 1 month no changes, than i'll give up..
FOR SURE!!
no more pity, no more sad, gonna start my new smart life and say bye bye to my stupid life =D

moody ( .T_________T. )"

on 26th i on my old msn..
well, i was kinda blur that day..
my brother told me about "esther" got all "A"s for her exam, so i tot she's in SPM
than i tot wanna find jin chuan and ask him how's his exam..
couldn't find him, but i found leo..
my ex dear >.<"
what a coincidence..
aiz..
he say he been waiting for me for 2 years..
it was a big mistake that he let me go..
wow..
sweet talk, who can resist it??..
i mean can nahx, but what if you still have feel towards him..
can't de nohx..
it's impossible >.<"
haiz..
why he wanna say this kinda things to me nehx??
i wish that he never told me that although it's something what you wish to hear..
but... ...but... ...but i dunno what to do..
he ask me for the 2nd chance.
how??
i know you will never understand what i feel..


now do you understand why??
a perfect guy like him, how to be with him??
handsome, pilot, rich and bla bla bla..
me?!
i'm a an ordinary girl, no money, just a stupid useless student, appearance?? haha.. 1 word "UGLY"
he did say something nice..
he told me he don't care about what people thing, he just wanna be with me..
haiz..
how wor..
i really dunno what answer should i give him..
just a yes or no
what is that so hard to say it out??
actually, today i tot wanna give him my answer de..
but than i din't receive any call from him since yesterday >.<"
maybe he's just fly back from sydney and he's tired, sleeping now or maybe that answer is not important at all..
i dunno..
i really really dunno..
and my brain full of question marks, my heart just so disappointed..
wanna call him but i don't dare..
i feel like he just wanna play me for revenge..
or i might think too much??!
urgh..
can someone just help me, or tell me what to do??..
i really ned an answer, good or bad it doesn't matter at all..
i wish i could have my normal life back without all this disturbance =(
when to wacth movie just now, no mood at all..
happy movie but looks likea sad movie>.<"
a love story, but some kinda weird feel @_______@"
eat, is forever my favourite thing..
but it doesn't taste nice at all..
when i was driving home, almost had an accident,
feel so scare, the first person i think is him.
haha..
but what is the point of thinking him??
useless..
whenever my message comes i so wish that it was him..
but nope, not him, it's not hm!!
LOVES really HURT..
there is a wall between he and me..
there is a wall in his heart..
i can never understands him
just feel like giving up ( .^________.^ )"
maybe this is the best way for me..

my boring life X_______x"

OMG i've repeating the same thing for almost 1 month >.<"

.wake up


.bath


.take medicine


.eat


.watch TV


.blogging


.facebook


.msn


.skype


.talk on the phone


.sleep


MY LIFE IS BORING HUH??!

yeap yeap it is ( .T_______T. )"

❤° photography

last semester i've taken photography class..
during the semester i went to a lot of places for photo shooting ( .^o^. )"V
and there are the picture i would like to share with all of you..








this kinda photo shooting is called framing^^"
which mean the side thinggie is the frame and the building is your main object




after edit..








coming soon =D

a freak guy (O_____o)"o0o //!

i was so boring till i almost get mad,but thn its oredi late at nite hu can i talk to??!
nobody is here..
urgh"
juz have to on my SKYPE to look fer a human to talk..
haha..
yeap i found 1, alex lim..
my long long fren, too bad he talk wif me fer a few minutes oni coz he is bZ-ing wif his stupid facebook restorant cite >___<"
nvm nvm..
continue to look fer other fren..
wohoo i found some1 hu is still on9 a.k.a a "late cat"//..

he seems kinda nice but actually he's a fraeko @.@"


he's a bastard to me!!

can any1 tell me wat's da problem with asus lappy??!
asus suckz..
asus china thinggie.
asus this..
asus that..

hello, i'm using asus lappy de okay?!
i think asus is juz perfect..
at least i use fer so long nothin happen(touch wood)..
it's more better thn using compact, hp or acer..
u know wat??
my asus lappy is my baby, my hubby, my darling, my everythng..
u juz chooe the wrog thing by insulting my asus lappy!!
n i'm really angry with u..
juz dun let me c ur msg again, if not u gonna get insult by me Mis Didy!!
its my wish which brand i wanna use..
u can gimme opinion, but thn u have no power to judge me wat shud i use @___@"
u how rud it is to look down upon people?
so wat if u r a computer sales man?//.. can u guarantee dat u'll recomand me smth which is better thn my asus lappy..
u not da user of my lappy, u cannot judge my lappy is SUCKZ!!

after insultin my baby he came n ask me to open my webcam>.<"
wat is da problem wif dat guy??
i say no but he keep forcin me to do open..
so bladdy shit..
HE's a NUT
i shud have delete his contact n block him..
yea yea..
i gonna do it later..

year "2" semester "2" (.^ oo ^.)"V

freaking sem..
no break @________@"
half a year didn't go out shopping already..
the worse thing in my life, but i'm quite satisfied with my term break holiday..
this sem term break we went to pahang(ah gong ah ma's house) in a group of 11 people..
many huh??!
LoLx..






capture by x.Didy


















capture by x.Didy

happy moments really pass fast =(
so miss those days..
gonna rush my assignment again, really tired of it..

this semester i've learn "packaging, web design, digital imaging 2, photography and new media"
all software, really want me to die >.<"
photography..
hmm went to alot of place for photo shooting..
klcc, melaka, pd, sekinchan, pahang, masjid jamek and bukit bintang ^^"
so nice, really enjoy..










photography. capture by x.Didy










photography. capture by x.Didy

packaging was the worse subject ever..
so bladdy shit man..
that domny(lecture) keep ask to redo..
i've waste almost RM350++ in this stupid subject, so damn expensive ( O_______o )"
ask him what is the matter with my assignment he gave me no answer..
OMG.. what is the problem with him??
how do you expect me to change my stuff if you're not telling me where is my mistake..
urgh_____ =X
really crazy >.<"
anyway about the digital imaging 2..
wow amazing,
i learn a lot of things^^"
really have to thxx alex(lecture) for teaching me so many things..
he keep giving me opinion so my assignment looks perfect..




digital imaging

new media was really bad too..
i really simply do ( .T_______T. )"
the design was so suckz and i hand it up late >.<"
seriously i had no time to do it, luckily kian help me out with web design(group work) if not i really gonna die by getting demerit
( .XoX. )"
haha..
i'm really glad to have a friend like him, my bestie although sometimes we are not happy with each other attitude!!
but a true friend always have this kinda problem, so i'm ok with it..
yeap, i do!!

year "2" semester "1" (.^ oo ^.)"V

Lolx..
at last this is the most relax semester among the four semester
( .^___^. )"V
studied "english, director, advertising design, art of history 2 and adobe premiere"
haha, fun fun fun!!


my assignment cover


art of history 2

my english>.<"
got detect 10 marks from Ms.Sulo for not attending one class(need to wear dinner dress), no way!!
i'll never wear dinner dress to college!!
because of that i lost my 10 marks and i got a "B" for english..
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!
so pity ( .T______________T. )"
i call her and ask, she say she gonna do something with it
but.. but.. but.. nothing happen >.<"
_________aiks
i dun care already @.@"
as long as i know i got an "A" for my english that's okay =D

hmm.. advertising?!
1 more marks to "A"..
what happen to this semester??
marks all so "kik sui", almost get "A" already..
but never mind^^"




this semester??


advertising design assignment 1. against crime






advertising design assignment 1. beverage advert

premiere??
LoLx, suck man>.<"
angel mv, boa's song( .^oo^. )"V

year "1" semester "3" (.^ oo ^.)"V

okay okay, this semester let me think..
result is not that good>.<"
1"A" the rest all "B" ( .T___T. )"
so shock..
haha, thought i can score a good marks but than LoLx "B" >.<"
never mind..
as long as i try my best^^"
mummy say the grade consider very good already compare to my secondary markx
( .x__X. )" why she wanna recall me about the stupid grade in secondary??
____aiks"""
so embarrassing =D

i've studied "flash, drawing fund B, web multimedia B, computer illustration, history arts 1 and malaysia studies"

can you imagine??
i actually score an "A" for my malaysia studies >.<"
how weird..
Mr.Lee's class again, playing a fool in the class =X not paying attention at all..
using laptop in the class "msn-ing" my friends, what a good girl am i =D
but really lucky that i still can score good marks if not i think Mr.Lee is going to kill me>.<"
haha..

erm, about that "drawing fund B"
it was really suck>.<"
seriously, i don't know how 2 draw =X
haha..
but than i don't know how can i study graphic design..
really weird
haha ( .^o^. )
this is one of my assignment..
we are asked to buy any packaging to redraw it and the size of the box must be accurate!!


drawing fund B

know what, i didn't use my heart to design my history arts folio's cover>.<"
bad student..
LoLx
the cover of my assignment really simple and ugly >.<" until i myself don't dare to show it ( .ToT. )"
it's okay, beside that i still have a lot ugly assignments..


we are asked to design icons to make people understands it easily




the most heart pain artwork>.<" i can't believe that i path her until so ugly..
she looks like a giant =X (sorry amanda bynes)

that's all for today..
to all "amanda bynes" fans, after seeing the illustration her please don't kill me..
i already try my very best to path her..
haha =D

year "1" semester "2" (.^ oo ^.)"V

second semester!!
wow, subject getting harder..
haha nevermind cause i'm still ok with all the subject..
no hatred ( .^o^. )V
friend??
haha, we getting closer..
starting sharing opinion and bla bla bla..
( ^____^ )"
yeap yeap really enjoying..

this semester i've learn "basic typo, adobe illustrator, bahasa malaysia ad moral"
______urgh!!
this stupid teacher lost my exam paper, and have to retake my exam, so pity ( T__T )"
hpoe that i can sue him..
haha but i'm sure this is not going to happen..










adobe illustrator

talk about the bahasa malaysia class,
actually i was "not" so paying attention in the class..
by the way Mr.Lee is so nice he din't scold me from the beginning until the end of the class..
he is just to kind till i can't deny it ( >____< )"
where got so kind "の" teacher one??
tell me, tell me!!
anyway i score not so bad in his subject..
consider very good already =D
in SPM also don't have this gred ( .O___o. )"V