Q&A

“Yoh Tong, you’re working already? Since when? What are you working as? Why? Oh.. Where?”

YES, I started working on last October. Working as a FREELANCE designer! Why freelance is because I want to build up my artwork and confidence. I’m working at PJU.

Dear family and friends, why must you guys keep questioning about my job? I know as a freelancer my income in unstable.. But think on the bright side, I get to work independently. Besides, I could build up my artwork as well.. isn’t that a good thing?

Maybe most of you can’t understand, but people, please give me a break! I know myself better..

“Will you find a proper job? When? What you want to do?”

Of course I will find a proper job with a stable income, who wouldn’t want to earn more? I promise, I’ll get a fulltime job before the end of august.. I don’t mind continuing to work as a designer, at the main time I would like to try something new and different. Something more extreme and excited! On the other hand, I’ll try to find what and who I really want to be. If possible, I want to do Masters =)

 

the most heart broken day..

its been a long time i haven't come to blog, can't believe today i come back and i'm blogging this..
yesterday i had this feeling asking me to see my friend's profile.. it seems like something is not right but i just can't tell what it is. so i just went to see her profile wondering how is she doing =)
as usual, after seeing the post then clicking on her pictures.. i just can't believe what i saw!
i was so hurt and disappointed, hands were numb and my heart was really broken.. wondering do you know what you're doing? 
kept asking myself how could you? how could you just give the present i bough for you to your colleague! moreover, for the exchange gift party? what the fuck.. 
i know that present is just a mug, but what did the mug did to you, or what have i did to you? how could you give that away? i need an explanation! I NEED EXPLANATION! did you remember where do the mug come from? have you forgotten who gave the mug to you? should i ask, HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN ME? 
maybe this is no big deal to you, anyhow is just a stupid mug, but what i can tell you is you had hurt someone that cared for you all these years! 
when the mug is on others hand, it means that there's no affection between us any more. 
our friendship has drown into the drain. my heart is dead! thank you for showing me your true colour, unexpected.