Sunday, July 10, 2011

Bersih 2.0 [[09.07.2011]]

Anne, from setapak, took a bus ride down to KL, ALONE, in support of the rally. she was stopped 4 times, being asked her IC, and questioned by the police on why she's wearing yellow. "why can't I wear yellow?" was her reply.
she didn't know what time the rally was scheduled to start, she didn't know where, she has no one with her; all she knew was to get down to KL, and stand for what she believes in.

the first thing she asked when she sat on our table, "what are you guys doing here?"

Anne teaches English in government schools for about 35 years (if i remember correctly). but her passion is really singing and dancing; and what she values most in her life now is freedom.

Anne has rallied in bersih 2007. she was disappointed as to why no one else was wearing yellow that day. we said chill lah.. that's cuz if we do, we'd be stopped by the cops even before we get the chance to enter KL. "it's so sad.. it's so sad that the police are treating our rakyats like these."

"When you come to rallies, there's a spirit of unity... something i cannot describe... when everyone is united for a cause. you don't even get this sort of unity in church."

She left me with a question that still resides in my heart. now may i impose on you to think about it. "Why do we have to feel so scared (and threatened) in our own home land.. and by own countrymen?"yes, this is Anne.

i don't know about you, but her spirit, passion and dedication put mine to shame.










p/s: from Charlotte Hew http://www.facebook.com/charlottedancesinlove


Tuesday, July 5, 2011

EMPTY

i know i look really awful, but this is my recent look.
i used to be very happy every time i cut my hair, but this time it doesn't help at all.
my heart is empty, my feelings are empty as well. i couldn't feel anything although i get what i want.
i just wanna stay with my parents, i don't want to be apart from them.
usually people say it's good to be alone!! but this is not good for me..
i miss them, i love them, I NEED THEM.

this 1 year away from home trip, really makes me insane..
i wonder after i leave, is there anyone gonna miss me like crazy??
will anyone of you miss me?! especially the one i cared the most, will you?! ='[

everyone were being so nice to me, just because i'm leaving.
LoLx, my dad spent almost RM4000 on the clothes..
he even bring me for nice and expensive food!!
JUST BECAUSE I'M LEAVING!!..
WTF, LoLx, WOW.. speechless =D
friends around me were telling nice things to me as well.
-"don't worry, i sure remember you!!"
-"aiya, you'll come back de mahx, then we can hangout again.."
-"i will miss you"
-"i'll go to visit you there, remember to bring me around!!"
this is what they said, well we'll see who is going to keep their words..

Friday, July 1, 2011


no matter matter who i am.
PLEASE LOVE AND RESPECT ME FOR WHO I AM. ♥♥