Saturday, October 29, 2011

Miss Sarcastic

today someone came to talk to me..
after chatting he said i was being sarcastic..
WTF, i haven't complain about you yet you said i'm sarcastic??!
hello, have you look yourself in the mirror??
feel super annoy.. HATE TALKING TO YOU AS WELL!!
every time you find me,not because you miss me, YOU JUST WANNA COME AND COMPLAIN~~~

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

承不了 T.T"



突然觉得自己很没用,
什么事都做不成
好累好累,每天晚上睡不好!早上又爬不起来 >.<"
功课多得是,有时还蛮想放弃..

我承受不了,挨不下去了..
每天晚上都躲在床旁哭,好丢脸 T.T"
但又有谁明白我的心情呢?
我的心事多得是,有谁愿意听我诉苦呢?

我好想家,恨不得立刻收拾衣服回家去!
但回去又有那么意思呢?
没文凭,没经验..
谁会来请我做工?

有时我还蛮矛盾 =X
我做不到决..
好没用的家伙!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

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base on the title, can you guess what am i going to talk about??
LoLx..
there are 4 out of 10 people who love to come close to you/ or stuck out their head when they talk!!
i don’t mean that you can’t come near me~~~
is just that, you don’t have to be so near!!
i can hear you perfectly..

today Natalie was late for class again (this is not the main point)
again she talked to me about Heidi, well Natalie there’s nothing much we can help so mind your own business and stop talking about others..
yes I know Heidi’s personality, you don’t have to add salt and paper..
i don’t care~~~
so what if she’s going to flung her exam? she’s old enough to think what is wright or wrong, and she should be responsible for the consequences.
it’s good to hear that you advice her and try to open her heart, but you don’t have to tell me in details..

one more thing, MY FACE IS BIG ENOUGH TO SEE FROM A DISTANCE you don’t have to stuck you head out and come so close..
i really feel uncomfortable..
please stop doing that, thank you =D
i can tell you what you had previously base on your breath, and that's disgusting!! =.=

Monday, October 10, 2011

陪著我的時候想著她

音樂節的煙火 照亮多少人的寂寞
震耳欲聾的全宇宙 裝不下一句溫柔
在你身後低著頭 也沒有 什麼好說
如果你的難過 你的沉默 不為我

和你一起聽的歌
怎麼都 變那麼苦呢
最愛的人就在身邊 怎麼我都不快樂
原來甜蜜會乾涸 幸福會 陷入沼澤
才讓 天的顏色 心的溫熱 都變了

你陪著我的時候想著她
你聽不見我的心在喧譁
明明我知道 卻裝作沒想法
是善體人意還是傻瓜

你陪著我的時候想著她
你看不見我的笑多受傷
世界有多大 只剩下一個她
遮住我的星光 還佔領你的善良

那些捨得捨不得 通通留給回憶好了
如果你有那麼為難 我也不能勉強的
曾一起走過曲折 現在誰 還能選擇
從此 你的內疚 我的遷就 自由了
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網

你陪著我的時候想著她
你聽不見我的心在喧譁
明明我知道 卻裝作沒想法
是善體人意還是傻瓜

你陪著我的時候想著她
你看不見我的笑多受傷
世界有多大 只剩下一個她
遮住我的星光 還佔領你的善良

人潮推著我們走
就鬆開了那雙彼此緊緊握著的手
最後的以後 Oh~~

你陪著我的時候想著她
你聽不見我的心在喧譁
明明我知道 卻裝作沒想法
是善體人意還是傻瓜

你陪著我的時候想著她
你看不見我的笑多受傷
世界有多大 只剩下一個她
遮住我的星光 還佔領著你的善良

Lecture by Barbara Hall

today's lecture was by Barbara Hall my PA online lecture =D
this is the first time i meet her, so excited and she's kinda.. OLD @.@"
but guess what?!
she's so cool..
look so stylish and modern!!
WTF >.<"
actually she ain't that bad, very very kind lady but sometimes a bit grumpy??
haha, nice nice lecture.

surprisingly, i wasn't fishing in the class although the lecture was boring..
i guess is because of Barbara is giving the lecture,

that's why i'm paying more attention..
afraid that she might asked me some questions later @.@"
hahaha..

after the lecture, I went to the library with April to meet Barbara..
reason = ENGLISH IS TOO POOR, COMMUNICATION BARRIER, WRITING PROBLEM, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ELSE..
after the discussion, i'm kinda relief cause at least i know i can still fill in the gaps for my discussions and task..
and it seems that i was on the right track for my 1500 words essay, nothing much goes wrong..
so will wait for her reply and comments between this 2 weeks.

BLESS ME..
tee hee =D

do you believe in GOD?? (MUST READ!!)

An atheist professor of philosophy speaks to his class on the problem science has with God, The Almighty.
He asks one of his new students to stand and…..

Prof: So you believe in God?

Student: Absolutely, sir.

Prof: Is God good?

Student: Sure.

Prof: Is God all-powerful?

Student: Yes..

Prof: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is this God good then? Hmm?
(Student is silent.)

Prof: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?

Student: Yes.

Prof: Is Satan good?

Student: No.

Prof: Where does Satan come from?

Student: From….God…

Prof: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student: Yes.

Prof: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?

Student: Yes.

Prof: So who created evil?
(Student does not answer.)

Prof: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?

Student: Yes, sir.

Prof: So, who created them?
(Student has no answer.)

Prof: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son…Have you ever seen God?

Student: No, sir.

Prof: Tell us if you have ever heard your God?

Student: No, sir.

Prof: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God for that matter?

Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.

Prof: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student: Yes.

Prof: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your GOD doesn’t exist.
What do you say to that, son?

Student: Nothing. I only have my faith.

Prof: Yes. Faith. And that is the problem science has.

Student: Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Prof: Yes.

Student: And is there such a thing as cold?

Prof: Yes.

Student: No sir. There isn’t.
(The lecture the after becomes very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat..
But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it .
(There is pin-drop silence in the lecture theatre.)

Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?

Prof: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?

Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright
light, flashing light…..But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?

Prof: So what is the point you are making, young man?

Student: Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Prof: Flawed? Can you explain how?

Student: Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can’t even explain a thought.. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is
not the opposite of life: just the absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor.Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Prof: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student: Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The Professor shakes his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument is going.)

Student: Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher? (The class is in uproar.)

Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class breaks out into laughter.)

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain,sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?
(The room is silent. The professor stares at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Prof: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.

Student: That is it sir… The link between man & god is FAITH . That is all that keeps things moving & alive.

I believe you have enjoyed the conversation…and if so…you’ll probably want your friends/colleagues to enjoy the same…won’t you?….this is a true story, and the

student was none other than …….
APJ Abdul Kalam, the former President of India

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Save Me From Myself

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be
Everything's changin
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waitin
with your open arms to catch me

You're gonna save me from myself
from myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Cuz some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin
Cuz when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smilin
You always save me from myself
from myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong

And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
a better woman to myself
to myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

Friday, October 7, 2011

LONELY



it's been almost 3 years i'm single!!
i am not sad about that, is just that sometimes i feel LONELY~~~
i wanna share the sad and happiness with my love, i wanna be a part of someone.
why is it so hard to find true love??
eventually is there any real love, or someone you can be together forever??

Thursday, October 6, 2011

rushing week..

this week is a rushing week..
can you imagine how i rush my assignment?? is like a mad cow!!
i was so tired for the past whole week, i wish i could get enough of sleep but it's hard cause i have to wake up to rush my work~~~
how many rush have i mention?! hahaha..
so something FUNNY happen last night..
i was busy cooking my dinner~~ porter steak yummy + choi sum
darmn that vege, i don't know what happen..
suddenly is like so smoky and the alarm starting to buzz..
thank god it's only the room alarm, can you imagine what if the main alarm detected..
that time i'm really in big shit!!

Monday, October 3, 2011

complex heart



MYOHO RENGE KYO..
good evening peeps =D
as usual I went for class this morning and I was so so blur inside there..
thank god that Sara borrow me her noted to photocopy, thank you Sara =]

well, my heart still really haven’t stable since last night till this afternoon, it’s like everything is just not right, especially my 1500 words essay =’[
last night Yang wanted to read it out to daddy and mummy, hmm mom said she can’t understand what I’m writing so don’t read out..
luckily granny said “you thought Tong won’t change??” and yes Yang read it out!!
daddy and mummy was shock!! and dad doesn’t believe that it was written by me, haha what a joke..
was really happy when I was told by my mummy that Yang said I improve a lot..
it’s a good starting..
Sara read it, she said that’s nothing wrong about my essay, and I did a good job yet why am I still feeling so nervous and scared??
chant chant chant!! Must have faith in GOD, trust him believe him~~~
I’m so lack of confident, how can I build it up?!

anyway have to rush my assignment now..
got to go guys..
have fun doing assignments, enjoy the progression~~~
MUACKZZ

Sunday, October 2, 2011

PRAY =D

NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO..
isn't it fun to chant?? =D
there aren’t many people chanting and they only chant when they need help from GOD, including me XD
well.. it is really bad to do so, why can’t we chant all the time, a simple 5minutes will do, isn’t it..
hahaha, see there still a question inside it.

seriously, from now on I will take the initiatives to chant more often~~
no matter in the train, bus or even toilet I’ll spend 5-10minutes chanting..
sometimes I chant is not because I wanna get the things I want..
is just to make me feel better and calm =D
I’m really really stressed these few days, I need to talk to someone, and GOD is the best listener.
although GOD can’t reply or give you answer right on the spot or face to face yet GOD will still lead you and show you the correct path.
furthermore, GOD will give you a hint and wisdom to make the right decision =D

try talk to GOD more often, it really calms you down.
have faith in GOD, everything will be fine.

SMILE guys!! don't worry be happy =D