people around me..

well, i feel something is changing..
i'm like so far away from my friends, and i'm wondering why is this happening to me??
haha,
is it because my chinese sucks?? i cannot communicate with them?
or is it because i'm not popular enough?
or is it because i can't give any thing to them?
or it is because i'm poor?
or it is because bla bla bla.. so many stuff..

although i can't give them all the above things that i mention,
but i'm very sure that i gave 99% love, care, help, and everything i can to all of them..
1% more for improvement..
but..
seems like there's no one bother about me..
so okay..
erm..
maybe it's my way of communication,
or the way that i express myself was wrong.
well,
i admit that i was angry and jealous at first, because my close friend joined some other person..
and that time i was so lost, and i even think of stupid ways to SNATCH them back..
but now, NOT anymore..
because i got WISDOM >____<"
LoLx..

i learn so many things this few months..
for example, you can never have a person with you forever..
human changes every time..
they will have their partner soon..
well i told my mom about this, and she was like "huh, how come you like that..."
LoLx..
good question maa..
i pun don't know why am i like that..
JEALOUSY..
anyway i'm not like that anymore..
so maa don't worry anymore..


and this few month, i keep talking to myself telling and reminding myself not to be or not to do like that.
for example, never say how much you have give to other, and never ask people to payback for what you have GIVEN..
LoLx.

anyway wish me LUCK..
mwackzz

please QUEUE UP..

erm, not being racist but..
this is a fact..

i don't know why, malaysian will never queue up!!
especially malays..
they are acting like someone who just came out from the "SUA BA" which means JUNGLE >______<"
OMG, this is common sense lo..
before the train come, please queue up.


you don't know the word "PLEASE QUEUE UP"??
what about "PLEASE LINE UP"??
don't know??
than "SILA BERATUR" don't tell me you don't know lorhx..
after the train stop, wait for the people come out first only go in also not late ma..
why must they run??
as if other people gonna snatch their seat >.<"
HELLO, come on larhx.
how old are you??
is that so hard to make you stand??

anyway just to remind,
HUMANS PLEASE QUEUE UP, or PLEASE LINE UP, or SILA BERATUR, or 请排队..
there's no one gonna ANGRY you for QUEUING UP, but they will HATE you for NOT QUEUING UP!!
please have some CONSIDERATION..
no matter where you are or what you do, PLEASE QUEUE UP..

3D again..

i gonna die..
teacher say next week past up 3D >.<"
LoLx..
i haven't event start anything cause i really don't know how to do and what to do..
anyway this is today's artwork..
VASE..

i HATE 3D =X

after 4 weeks of hard work >.<"

LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D! LEGO! 3D!

LoLx..
HATE 3D so much..
i really don't know how to do, and it's a compulsory subject >.<"
WTF..
still got 3D(2)..
really want me to die??
T___T"
seriously, i feel happy when my 3D LEGO is out..
feel so satisfied..
haha..
but, i still never like 3D..

MOOD turns down..

i don't know what happen..
suddenly feel down and lost, i really don't know why am i feeling like this..
by the way, stop threatening me!!

i-City. Light Wonderland "SUI"!

it's been awhile that i didn't use my baby [[DSLR]] jo..
at last, i USED it yesterday >.<"
LoLx..
went to i-City at Shah Alam with 2 of my friend, Lai Yee and Mr.Fly
haha, CRAZY night..
well before we went to i-City, 3 of us were having steamboat at Sunway don't know which corner..
haha @.@"
after the lovely dinner also almost 9.45 jo -.-"

Mr.Fly too high, keep "sam pat" with us until drove us back to K.L >.<"
U-turn back..
wasted half and hour going back to Shah Alam through Federal Highway @_______@"
he was not happy, so Lai Yee and me also kept quite..
doesn't talk much after that U-turn..
Aiks =X

never mind back to the topic..
the park was spacious, and there were filled with lights with different kinds of man-made shapes, trees, animals and more..
LoLx..
really very nice..
i think parents should bring their children there to take pictures.
so do couples and friends..
haha..
and i went there for like half and hour only, there are still many things that i didn't capture..
OMG, wanna go again..

here's some of the picture i took from i-City, Light Wonderland..

Qing Ren (My Dear)

at least i stop hearing crying voices from her..
that day really got shock when i pick up the call..
last time, she's a bit bossy but now she really change a lot..
i'm glad she listen some of the things i said..
wish that i didn't say anything wrong larhx..
my dear just remember what i post that day on facebook..

如果你想找人陪的时候，别怕~我们会24小时培在你身边！
如果你想诉苦，别怕~我们会把耳朵借给你！
如果你不想说话，别怕~我们会静静地坐在你身边！
如果你想哭，别怕~我们会把我们的肩膀借给你。也许我们也可以抱着一起哭！
所以，你不用怕你会孤单，我们都在你身边保佑你，陪着你，和关心你。因为我们都是好朋友！
我爱你们。

haha..
it's useful..

haiz..

i guess from now on, i have to write blog everyday
cause no one is going to ask or call me to share my feelings anymore..
haiz..
GAMBATEH??!
yesterday went to see the old message..
LoLx
so funny and happy..
now?!
all sad things nia..
anyway,
LIFE IS LIKE THAT DE LARHX..

Qing Ren called me just now, her voice, really make me worried..
i really don't know what to do..
i don't know how to make her feel better..
i guess whatever i said just now was just rubbish, really don't know >.<"
haiz, thought of calling Fly to help me de,
haha
perhaps i think too much.
i thought he could tell me what to do so that i can make qing feels better but, he was busy and i knew something happen between us.
so..
never mind, human should grow up anyway..
Qing Ren i hope that you can make a good decision that won't make you regret..

today""

today everything doesn't seems right to me..
don't know what happen..
yesterday and today really different..
yesterday was a smiling day and today was a full of question mark day..
what happen to you?..
suddenly like "bo song" me what did i do??..
just because you are mapling and you "bo choi" me, iknow you busy
last time you also mapling la, also didn't treat me like that..
what happen???
really make me sad..
perhaps what ever we say that time can be erase..
it's not important anymore..

anyway, went to a wedding dinner just now..
i saw a girl who looks like a friend of mine, but not that sure..
haha, i'll facebook her to make it sure tomorrow..
LoLx..
the bride's brother went to the stage to sing "Better Man"
.. hmm, not bad but not that good also>.<"
he reminds me of him "Pink Pink"..
so so so SAD..
i wish that i didn't attend the wedding dinner, so i won't see someone that looks like him, and so that i won't get sad..
so many "so"..
i wonder, how are you?
do you see me all the time?
i miss you..
but, i can't miss you too much..
haha..
really..
TODAY, a really suck day to me @______@"
i wish today is always YESTERDAY..