"STOP" tagging me!!

how many times you guys have to tag me in the same BLADDY FUCKING picture??!
there are 19 of you, so does it mean that 19 of you gonna tag for the same FUCKING picture??!
which means "A PICTURE" i gonna get tag for 19 times, and 19 of the same picture?
INSANE~~~
to be honest, I AM ANGRY, I HATE IT and PLEASE STOP IT.
why wanna tag so many times??
people remove the picture away sure got their reason ger larhx.
especially that "GIRL". (you know who you are)
you already offend me for a few times, by talking without using your "PRECIOUS" BRAIN.
and now you tagging me in the same PICTURE again??! that PICTURE you TAG me before!!
i told you not to tag me that time, you go FACEBOOK act innocent??
TALK CRAP??!
and now you come and tag me again??
what the fuck you want? if you are so free, go find something to do larhx.
go find some research better than tagging the picture over and over again. so irritating >.<"
i am really PISSED OFF.

i don't edit my "PICTURES"!!..

there are a lot of my friends came to me and ask "did you EDIT your pictures??!"
once again.
NOPE, i don't edit my picture. or i mean yes i did!
just to adjust the lighting and cover my eye back. that's all.
haha.
LoLx
i never use "photoshop" to make myself look thinner or eye bigger or boops bigger.
an example


i never do anything like this before-.-"

all i did is "ANGLE", "OPEN MY EYES BIGGER".
about the boops, err i did nothing.
haha..
okay, so here are 2 pictures of me. "BEFORE" and "AFTER" >________<"v
it's kinda embarrass to show, but to prove it, i have no choice just to show.


before


after


before


after

seriously, i don't know how to edit. (looks slimmer or boops bigger or whatever)
1) it's not easy to adjust.
2) i don't even know what tool to use. (photoshop)
3) i'm LAZY, not in the mood to do that also. (you know how much work to edit a fat girl to look slim) it's because I'M NOT A PROFESSIONAL!! =]

about make up, hmm.
again i have to mention.
NO!!
i don't put make up, just concealer to cover my eye backs>.<"
i did not put blusher on my face, it blush naturally.
so this is one of the best give i ever have.
hahaha.



so, please don't ask me again.
i "ONLY LOOKS GOOD IN PICTURE" real life, NOT AT ALL.

*ATTENTION BOYS and GIRLS, to take a good picture, moves your head or your camera.
you can also try to find a suitable angle and try to take pictures which is near to the lights.
haha, a few tips to share^^"

i am a BAD girl.

guess what?!
i was so bad, i want her so badly.
and i asked her to LIE her mom @.@"V
LoLx.
what kinda friend am i?? ask my friend to "lie" her mom??..
GOD's gonna punish me badly -.-"

seriously, Joey is the best gift i've ever receive from GOD.(beside my parents)
she understands me perfectly, she never complains for who i am?!(sometimes she did)
and for this BBQ at P.D i wanted her to follow, i want her to join me and be with me all the time.
maybe i was jealous, or i might afraid that i gonna lose her one day.
who knows??
we said we are best buddies, but both of us are growing. we have our own life, we have our own friend. who can promise that this is not going to end?!
someone might change in any second.
now, she have her own friends. her college mates, colleagues and more coming up..
i'm scare.
really really scare i'll got KICK by her.
i don't want this to happen.
i really like her as my friend.
i even treat her as my little sister, this feeling i could hardly express by just writing it down. it's in my heart..

|| girls || boys || o___O"

what is girl and what is boy??
_______________thinking..
from what i know about it is that girls have something which boys doesn't have and boy have something but girls doesn't have.
mainly, they are just the same.
and they are so call as "HUMAN"..

since both of this creature are "human" but why is there still "unfair" happening in this word??
why do girls suffering from torture by boys??
we are created by god to help and love each other, but we turn it by torturing each other..
what is going on to the world??..
where is the love??
just because you are a boy, you have a greater power than a girl do, so you end it up by bullying girls?
or just because of you are a boy, you have nothing to lose, so you wanna see girls cry in pain and you'll feel better??
are you insane??..

hello, how would you feel if we did back the same thing to you??
you think you still can smile there??..
slapping a girl cause you were drunk, kicking her because she did not follow your order, push her away cause she touched by other boys(you think she's dirty)..
WOW.
it's so unfair..
you boys touches how many girls in 1 day or 1 week??
when you need it, where were you or where you went?? to compare, who is dirtier??
all of us are just the same.
there is no comparative between boys and girls.
everyone should be treated equally.

finally FEVER

2 years..
after this 2 years, finally FEVER.
LoLx, looks like i'm desperate to fall sick >.<"
this year FEVER, daddy is not around, he went to China.
miss daddy so much.
everytime whenever i fall sick daddy will bring me to see doctor, but this time i gonna be doctor myself.
LoLx

took 2 fever tablets this morning, than eat biscuits and congee.
doesn't look like a sick people at all >_________<"
anyway i feel so much better, at least no more fever and backache.
than went to sleep.
wake up than FEVER and BACKACHE again, non stop coughing..
i feel so weak..
haiz.

Genting ain't that nice

LoLx.
few days ago i was wondering, is that genting trip gonna be excited and fun??
and i got my answer now.
NO.
Genting Ain't That Fun, but i have a wonderful time with some of my friend out of that 19 person.
haha

as we know the famous about Genting is the casino and also theme park.
both of the place are just too boring for me..
what i did there is just eat, sleep and most important enjoying the weather there.
wonderful weather, cold!!

although we went in a group of 20 people, i don't feel any excitement.
cause it's too hard to organize things in a big group, in the end we also separate to half.
there are 11 of us in 23761's room and 9 person in 23603.
haha anyway most of us are not really happy with the 23603 room's person especially that 4 person..
anyway, it's over. WHO CARES
i went there and i'm home now.
and what i get from there is SICK..
i'm SICK..
sleepy, tired, leg pain, flu, cough, allergy and fever coming soon.
haha.
what a great gift.
anyways, i'm not going to another trip again when there is 4 of them there.
things won't get well or in plan if the 4 of them are there.
haha.
i'm MEAN, yes i am.
sorry to say so, but it comes from the BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
^^"

saddie buffday..

i have no idea with myself, keep craving for ''char kuey teow'' in this late night..
OMG, so sad. i want i want i want..

hmm, well today's my birthday.
wishes is getting less.. it's like half of last year wishes.. haha anyway not going to care anymore.
actually i was using my phone to write this blog.
seriously, it's hard cause small screen, small keypad. but i still love my phone!!

having insomnia.. can't sleep haiz..
i'm still waiting for that person's wishes, guess i'm not going to get it..
haha, i'm too naive!!
i THINK too much already..

Mother's Day

Mother's Day gonna end in 20 minutes..
OMG, really had a great day with my family although we didn't celebrate on the actual day.
but, most important is that all of us sitting and having dinner together.

anyway, we had a family dinner of 14 people in "Hei Loi Dang" restaurant yesterday night.
WOW, just LURVE the feeling, so warm..
i could actually see my cousin brother -.-"
usually he don't join us, cause he's busy busy and BUSY!!
it's lucky to sit beside him(leng zai)
haha, LoLx.
this year no present for MaMa, haha.
sorry yahx^^"

Mother's Day over, what's next??
haha..
my BIRTHDAY..
i'm so happy cause got 2 presents from both of my friend KaKen and Frankie.
and i also got a few birthday wishes from some of my friend from Facebook, it's abit early but thanks to all of you anyway^^"
i really appreciate that.
haha.

i'm going to Genting tomorrow on the 10th of May my BIRTHDAY with 18 of my Spicy Family babies(college mate) and also 1 of my "JiMui" Joey.
haha, abit excited. never went to a trip with so many friends, first time in my life!!
EXCITED~~~~

thank you Frankie^^"

went to pavilion yesterday with Carmen..
we were lingering at Cotton On for like 1 hour while waiting for Frankie's break time, haha.
i bought 2 short pants..
OMG, gone fat @.@"
from size 10 to 12 T______T"
waist lose but ass too fat jo @.@" LoLx
anyway, who cares..
after that 1 hour shopping, HUNGRY ~.~V||
went to Charles JR for burger, Oh My i saw Chili Cheese Fries which i saw it on TV the other day, wanna try wanna try..
WOW! big portion, i almost vomit haha.
didn't take the fries cause i was having a superstar burger, large sarsi and also C.C.F
thanks to that Carmen, say wanna share de but at last i finished all by myself..
anyway, nice lunch girl. i LURVE it..
haha.
Frankie's here on time at 3p.m
cool, thought he gonna F.F.K me again like the day before yesterday.
he bought me an early birthday present.
haha, so sweet.
it's an Adidas Watch.
like it so much, cause white is my favourite colour meanwhile, i saw that watch few months ago. thought of gettinf it myself de, but can't believe it's my birthday present..
haha..

this is how the watch look.


nice?? yea, to me is very nice..
really happy.
thanks Frankie, my primary school friend.
haha.
what a surprise^^" LoLx

after those gifts things, Frankie went back to work, cause he affraid that he might get late for work>.<"
Carmen brought me to Snow Flakes a place of having dessert.(it's like what we call ABC)
haha, she treat me a bowl of soya bean ice kacang with sweet potatoes, pearls, grass jelly and barley.
really nice.
to people who actually read my blog, you guys should go and try.
it's at pavilion 4th floor near Roxy^^"

anywayz went pavilion 2 times yesterday.
went there for late night movie, Ip Man, LoLx never thought that it's a good show man..
gonna go for the second time, too bad i didn't watch the first chapter.
kinda BLUR there..
haha.

touch story to share

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and soon to be married, I hope you will be touched with this story... MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now. The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

birthday countdown..

muah birthday is around the corner, really hope that i can get something i want..
LoLx..
erm, i want this: SAMSUNG ST550



please please please..
really wish for it..
wakakaka.