3D(2) >.<"

haha, THURSDAY??!
what else?
- nightmare
- sleepy
- boring
- scary
- lazy
- scary
- boring
- sleepy
- nightmare
is just the same thing..
but only at 1pm to 4pm after that, haha i'm FREE.

so today pass up my stupid teacup without tea and light bulb without the light to teacher-.-"
haha, guess i'll get 0.2 marks =]
is still better than nothing..
well, today learn about animation, urgh..
really killing me.
can't catch up at all, maybe i'm just too stupid.

nothing much to write about this.
so this is what i've learn today -.-" (the one i did was kinda.. i took teacher's one to share)
wahaha.
enjoy it??! =]

please never say "Thanks For Adding"

i don't know why and i never know why.
why must all of these "childish" people like to say "hey, thanks for adding" "mind to intro?" or what ever shit it is.
as i know, this kinda stuff is very common in "Facebook" or "Friendster"
can't you read??!
i wrote everything in my profile.
if i didn't write so it means i wanna keep it privacy.
easy stuff cannot understand?!
the thing i hate the most is, whenever the person come and add you, and they post this in your profile.


the most funny thing is that, he's the one who add you -.-"



are you guys trying to act popular or what?!
i have no idea at all.
i've mention it in my "Friendster" before



as what i know 60% to 70% of "Facebook" friend are from "Friendster"
so, what is the point of asking for intro and saying thanks for adding?!
please, stop these nonsense.
if you really want to know me better try to "P.M" me not post stuff in my profile..
i hate it =]
sorry boy you are one of the unlucky guy -.-"
got POST on my BLOG ='[

after 3 hours posting my blog. (1.45am)

this is another weirdo-.-"
she herself wanna add me, but "Facebook" technical problem can't add asked me to add and end up by saying "thanks for adding" >.<"
i'm really speechless.

Disturbance?!

i am trying to be a good girl today.
and i'm trying my very best to do this "7" 3D modeling that i owe Mr.Chan -.-"
"WOW"??!
LoLx what??
people really HATE 3D mahx, as i said in few of my previous post.
i HATE 3D..
anyway, back to the topic.
really serious doing this 3D, gosh, it look so SUCKZ?!
anyway it is my very first modeling doing on my own~~~ hmm, did i??
LoLx, yea yea i did GOOGLE search >.<"


haven't finish..
have to add tea in and also some effect?! @_________@" (it's killing me)
haha..

hmm, well "1" is down "6" more to go..
but it seems like the second one is giving me a big headache.
i've spend almost 1 hour to find out how to connect the 2 bladdy vertex together.
and i get nothing.
can't fuse, weld or connect.
can't event attach the 2 bladdy thing together >.<"



i wish that i can go and tell Mr.Chan i wanna drop 3D this subject.
but, they say can't..
it's a compulsory subject.
i don't get it.
i'm now already in college, why can't i just pick the subject that i wanna study.
why must it come all like a package.
i want to break them out!! i wanna choose the one i want.
haiz~~~

luckily, i still got a mummy that understands me.
she never blame me for not doing the work, but all she did was she asked me to try my best to get the marks.
LoLx.
really thank god.

What do you hide behind your eyes?

Your eyes hide pain and sorrow. Maybe you keep things to yourself, to pervent worry or concern from your friends and family. Your tears are only seen by you and you plan to keep it that way. The only place you cry is when you are alone. Maybe you feel lost... or alone. If you do feel lost or alone, you are not the only one who feels that way. I feel like that everyday, because I am so misunderstood. People may not be understanding you right now, because you may not have them the complete story or you are talking to the wrong people. i know it is hard, but make them listen for once. I did that and things were better for a while. PS: If you feel alone, go to Youtube and type in Whispers In The Dark. It is a song from Skillet, but it is a really good song. It is also best if you listen to the offical music video. Tell me if you like the song please.

19.6.2010 [Saturday]""

what a nice day..
wait, not really but it's still nice..
got a morning call at 9a.m
@.@" wow, really morning call..
it's from aunt K.W.
she asked me whether i know about the education fair is on today and tomorrow.
seriously, i DON'T know..
i thought its next month -.-"
"kena" scold from her "9 lat 9 lat" saying i don't read newspaper and blah blah blah.
urgh..
early in the morning "kena cucuk"
sienzz~~
after a few minute she ask me go sleep, asked me to call her when i wake up.
i totally forgot about it..
LoLx.
i'm way too excited about the movie, Karate Kid at 2.40p.m at Pavilon.
well, luckily YiLin call and tell about the education fair.


we plan to go together tomorrow.
haha, at least i did something if not gonna get scold by aunt K.W "AGAIN"
really tired of it, everytime talk the same thing nia..

well after the movie, we went to Seoul Garden to have BBQ dinner with Ang's family.


Taryn look so emo-.-"
really scare me off, wanna talk to her but don't know what to say or how to cheer her up.
she's having final and last paper on tuesday. she afraid she'll fail her exam.
she's giving herself to much pressure!!
she should relax, have fun.
anyway i'm wishing her all the best. i know she can do it.
TARYN "+ youz"

went online,
on Facebook.
guess what i see?!
Mabel is in a relationship.
wow!!
what a shock?!
few days ago she was like, "no people want me", "i want to find dear", blah blah blah.
and now, she got a DEAR jorhx.
really fast.
haha.
i asked her to bring me to look for a game dear, she asked why?! -.-"
LoLx.
cause i'm tired of having someone to control me??..
hahaha, well just wanna be alone, this is my answer..


this is Mabel, my friend. (sorry about choosing this picture, i can't find any other expression. this is only the one. most of her picture style also like that =P)
haha.
anyways GRATZ to you Mabel.
hope the old you won't come back?!
wahahaha.

what's your dream?!

guess why did i upload this picture up??
any answer??
well, lets see whether our answer is similar..

anyone of you who is reading my blog studied art of history before??..
well if no, i would like to share abit of story here..

as you guys know, we people no matter what race or culture we are, we couldn't do something that we really wanted to do, for instant like "walking naked on the street"
that's only for people who is "insane".. (or maybe not, i'm not sure about that) [[it depends on how you see]]
so there's an artist(can't really remember his name), he wanted to do alot of stuff but it's illegal. like killing some one.
he couldn't do that because, he will be jailed if he do that-.-"
so the killing stuff can only happen in his dream.
he wanted to share, so he draw those picture out.(imaginary pictures)
the idea was all in his "dream"..
ERM, understand??! hahaha, sorry i'm not a good story teller.

well the main purpose for me to write this blog is because, i went to my "popo"'s (CK) blog just now, and i saw that she's choosing the course between fashion and illustration.
but, she had her own dream which is to open a boutique..
wow, i'm impress.
a 18 year old girl, do know what she want and "ME" a 20 year old girl i have no idea what the hell i want..
failure failure failure!! what a shame =X

dream dream dream..
what's my dream??! for like half more year i'm gonna graduate..
i don't even know what i want, how do you expect me to go and find UNIVERSITY and MAJOR in ONE SUBJECT?!
it's impossible..
and guess what?! 610 is gonna graduate in end of this month, and she asked me to find uni together..
haiz..
everything is like so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast!! @.@"
time is ticking (not my friend at all)

i guess for this same stupid problem, i've mention it in few of the post..
LoLx..
i'm like a granny(please forgive me).
i really don't know what to do beside writing in my blog.
tell people?? who cares and who will help.
i'm the one who said "OKAY" to studied that bladdy idiot course.
and now i'm in a big trouble.
assignment haven't hand it up, gonna fail soon..
retake?? LoLx not interested at all..
just sorry to say "FUCK OFF".

anyone??
seniors, friends.. people who is graduating??
give any idea..
save me??
help me??
kill me??
_______________ urgh =X
call me!!
talk to me!!
give me idea!!
wisdom!!
anything... ...
owh T___T"

i really need HEEEEEEEEEEEEELP from you guys..
please do talk to me more.
i'm afraid i'll jump down from twin tower soon @.@"

i'm a trouble maker..

I have no idea..
my parents always argue about me..
i'm just a trouble maker..
always cause mummy in troble. I feel so bad!!
all I can say is SORRY

iPhone or iPod touch??

having problem choosing this 2 stuff.
well, i don't really know how much is that iPhone 3g"S"
must be very very expensive.
LoLx.
hmm, i went to that apple website to look for the price only know that there is iPhone 4..
i'm so outdated..
anyway, i think that iPod touch is just nice for me.
i don't really need that iPhone much.
i myself already have a phone, and the difference between iPone and iPod touch is just that 1 of it can make call and the other one cannot.
1 can take picture and the other one cannot, others are just the SAME""
why should i throw so much money on something i don't really need?
i am really a spendthrift girl.

since i have my answer, i don't have idea why do i still asking the stupid question.
i am so STUPID.


i'm COMING..

my shooooooooooooe T____T"

my LOVELY shoe.
who bought you??! i want to have you so badly.
just leave you for one day, and someone bought you??!!
how dare they buy "YOU"!
"YOU" are mine.
suppose to be MINE, me me me me muah!
so SAD.
how can i live without you??
i want to know.
super duper no mood.

Assignment"S" are killing me.

well second last semester now >______<"
feel like getting older.
towards the last semester on September if i'm not mistaken or if i get through everything without a "F" FAIL.
GOD BLESS ME.

i'm rushing my assignment now.

show a part of it. (can't show too much)

i'm trying to design a cute birthday card for my Production's assignment.
but it seems like my design is suckz.
i've try my very best to make things right but, nothing is right @.@"
GOSH, can anyone just come and help me or give me wisdom??!
i got stuck half way, and my 3D nothing has handed up to Mr.Chan.
what a good student i am..
feel like a "LOSER"
everytime, sitting in the class with 9 of my classmates seeing people handing up a 3D modeling, what i did??! NOTHING.
LoLx, so FUNNY.
everytime when Mr.Chan ask "yitong,有东西给我看吗? 你的3D modeling嘞? 又没有阿?"
what should i answer? "mei you??" so irresponsible..
haiz, i am so sorry for being so LAZY. (申し訳ありません)
i always said that i will change, i won't be like the old me again, blah blah blah.
all rubbish, BULLSHIT.
i'll never take the effort to change.
BLAH me.

"PASS" my Japanese exam??!

i really have no idea how the hell i "PASS" my Japanese grade 4 exam.
LoLx.
it's a miracle for sure.


me and my lovely certificate -.-"

well well.
i never study at all, just grab the book the night before exam.
and i was like study for 1 hour and off to bed.
CRAZY??! yes i am.
anyway still have to say thanks my "DEAR" XiaoG, he accompany the whole night, and whenever i have word that i don't know he will surely help me with it.
it really means a lot to me.
thank you so much my dear ^________^"


my lovely DEAR, Lub you so much.

during oral, i was so nervous, i couldn't remember what i have studied.
my brain, all blank out.
i was so sad until the exam was over, still feeling guilty for not studying >.<"
i SMS ah Dear, told him exam over, and my feelings to.
he replied and say "Fail le nevermind.. Language these kind of thing impossible to learn fast de.
anyway it's true! i just studied around 2 months more, and i doesn't have any basics. how do you expect me to have great scores??
and i got my marks.
ah DEAR was the first one i told about the marks.

hahaha.
actually till now i'm still upset for the marks i get.
i know i could do it better, but it's all because of my laziness..
mummy said that it's okay of the marks, the most important i tried my best.
haiz..
why why why??!
regret also no use jorhx.
"早知今日何必当初"

i am so "1 Malaysia".

1 Malaysia. what's that?!
there are a lot of my foreign friends asked me about this question.
... ...
erm from the web definition, it said that "1Malaysia is an on-going campaign announced by Malaysian Prime Minister Najib Tun Razak on September 16, 2008, calling for the cabinet, government agencies, and civil servants to more strongly emphasize ethnic harmony, national unity, and efficient governance."
blah blah blah..
LoLx.
so guys, got it??

so why am i saying myself so "1 Malaysia"??
lets see.
i think is because i have a lot of friends, not only Chinese but Malay, Indian, Japanese and more.


my Chindian [[pandi]] friend "Parvin".
he kinda friendly, but very naughty >.<" teach me Tamil vulgar words.
LoLx


my Malay friend "Muhammad" he usually call himself [[Xiao Feng]]-.-"
another orang gila. always come like my post or comment my post in Facebook.
and he said that i'm his secret admirer. hahaha >.<"


this is my Japanese friend "みさん"(Mr.Mi).he is a very nice guy.
loves Malaysia so much except for the stupid taxi drivers, he said.


my Chinese friend "Carmen". nothing special, just a [[38 Po]]
haha.

well, just show 4 different race of my friends picture.
YAY ME.
this is why i call myself "1 Malaysia"

TATTOO

temporary tattoo on my hand, did it at Perth.

i always wanted to have a tattoo on my hand.
but it seems like no one agree >.<"
GOSH.
why can't i have a tattoo??
because of my future?
you afraid that i couldn't get a job with a tattoo?
... i think that tattoo is a sort of art.
BODY ART!!
i don't feel anything about it.
maybe i'm still young, i don't know how to think, but it's about me.
my confidence build up when i have a small tattoo with me.
LoLx.
nonsense??
hmm no idea.

well, i did a research about tattoo.
they said that a person who have high blood pressure is better not to have a tattoo.
if insist to have it, have to go for a medical check up, and ask the doctor for advise.
does it mean to ask me "STOP THINKING ABOUT IT?!"
so SAD.
LoLx..
it's so unfair..
i want it BADLY!!!~~~~
it looks so cool having a tattoo.

Alby, thank you.

hmm, i don't really know much about this girl.
she's my junior by half semester, but now we study together and became classmate.
LoLx.
her name is Alby, 3 years older than me.
i need to say a thousand thank you to her,
without her i'm toward the word of "DEAD".
she always guide me.
whenever there's something i don't know, i surely ask her^^"
she also willing to tell me and share with me.
GREAT.
really thanks alot.
you are line an ANGEL to me.
haha.
my guardian angel ^_____________________^"

does it has to be like that all the time?

EVERY TIME, really "every time".
whenever i GIVES UP, you surely COME BACK.
what do you want from me?
you wanna end the relationship, fine I JUST END IT UP.
and now you come MSN and SMS me.
why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE, and do whatever you wanna do??
as always your JOB at the first place.
is that so hard for you??
you find that's fun playing me??
PLEASE i really wanna be ALONE, without any disturbance.
can you just LEAVE me alone?

what you want is your JOB.
what i want is my DEAR.
both of us have different thinking.
so END IT UP is the best way for both of us..