24.10.2010

it's SUNDAY!!
and i'm leaving K.L soon XD
erm around 15 hours..
LoLx..
anyway, i'm not feeling well..
stomach cramp ='[
it's hurt..
argx..
i think is because of the curry mee i had for my supper >.<"
shouldn't take that..
super regret.
luckily my flight it's not in the morning.
otherwise i really go DIE..

went to Jusco with family to settle my phone bill..
daddy bought me 2 sweater XD
1 from winter time and 1 more from F.O.S
OMG, it's super cute..


i'm gonna wear it to airport tomorrow XD
i think i shouldn't sleep so early, i'm afraid i couldn't sleep in the plane.
if insomnia, i'm dead >.<"
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so i went to Sg.Wang to change my shirt.
thank god, they change for me and the sales girl is so sweet.
LOVE her so much, i swear i'll buy my new year clothes from them =]
too bad i forgot to ask for her name.
aiz.. ='[

gonna stop here..
tired dy >.<"
and i'm going to Levain tomorrow morning with family and daddy's friend before i leane.
COOOOOOL XD
i LOVE my life!!

don't act like you know me o0o

shut the fuck up BITCH.
you are really such an annoying person.
can you just shut your mouth for once??
i'm sure that everyone will claps their hands singing hallelujah!!
what ever BULLSHIT comes out from your mouth non of it is nice..
why??...
you enjoy criticizing people, but have you ever look in the mirror??
how much you know about me??
since when you become me??
i myself also don't know about it, and you help me answering all the fucking answers??
HELLO.
you know nothing about me!!
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME and you telling people i bla bla bla...
FUCK YOU o0o
you really get on my nerve!!..

every time, i tried to cool myself down and try to talk nicely to you.
but have you ever try to pleased me??
how many times i told you, if you don't understand the meaning of it, then use the fucking mandarin.
i'm not stupid, I CAN READ CHINESE!!
and if i don't i'll ask!!
not like you..
i'm sure that you have a mouth right, open your asshole mouth to ask larhx..
i'm sure that you have a brain as well right??
use your fucking brain before you speak!!
i'm really really pissed off cause of you..
every time, every single time you pissed people off!!

your good friend, your best friend, you can't even stand in their position to think for them.all the while you been complaining about them..
ehh, please larhx.
people do the same thing nia..
when people criticize you what you do?? go blog larhx, go shout out in facebook telling people how cham how cham..
all you think is for your fucking own self.
do you have to be so selfish and calculative all the time??
if you're SUCK then work hard larhx, why do you talk about people??
MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT OTHERS.

you seem to be a very nice friend to me, but i was wrong.
i shouldn't judge a book by it's cover!!
you keep complaining that boy, but you just the same larhx.
SO PLEASE STOP COMPLAINING, CAUSE YOU ARE JUST THE SAME.
even worse.
so what if you're 20 and you can't express nicely??
i'm just the same.
but why do i always get blame??
it's so fucking unfair to me.
whatever you did wrong i have to be the who get scolded.
why??
just because you have the innocent look and i don't??
BULLSHITS..
look at me!!


or because you're leng lui and i'm not??
LoLx..
ehh hello, really larhx..
please, i beg you STOP THE FUCKING BULLSHITS..
if you don't know the meaning of the word, don't use it.
"memalukan diri sendiri aje"
you don't want face i want face de..
AND STOP HELPING ME TO ANSWER ALL THE FUCKING QUESTIONS. YOU ARE NOT YiTong or Didy SO MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING ASSHOLE AND FUCK OFF.

remember you have no authority to be ME!!
once again please FUCK OFF.

im going to Melbourne =]

never thought that i have the chance to visit Melbourne.
anyway, i'm going to Melbourne next Monday XD
EXCITED!!
too bad yang and ah kor couldn't join.
haiz..

my aunt called me the other day asking me wanna go to Melbourne with her anot, of course i said "YES"!!
haha..
but the bad news is, i have to come back on Sunday "ALONE"!! >.<"
what the..
i hate to come back alone, it's so inconvenient.
wanna go toilet or anywhere also need to carry the stupid bad along.
it's so dangerous to left the bag on the sit.
what to do..
wanna go holiday is like that de lurhx.. (sacrifice)

so this trip gonna visit my cousin sister and also the universities there.
hahaha.
it's time to find university.
no more time for me to be dilly-deli T.T"
really craving for that trip..
LoLx

Pissed Off...

received a call from Mr.Alex 10.30am this morning.
LoLx, he told me he dare not call Kian cause he afraid he might still on bed.
hahahaha.
okay, he said that today's Cyber Law class is cancel.
which means i'm freee...
wheee.
aiz, wasted my time rushing that stupid assignment last night.
and after that called, couldn't sleep anymore -.-"

since yang and i got not class tomorrow, so i asked him to go Sunway with papa.
LoLx..
daddy said NO SHOPPING, but mummy and i each one bought a stuff..
this time yang got nothing.. XD
after a few hours shopping and observation, we went for bowling.
yang and i each play 4 games.
luckily there's free game, if not daddy sure "pok kai"
hahaha.

(happy stuff ended here)_______________________________________



was on MSN with my dear.
asking him questions that i never wish to ask... ...
and we settle!!
thank god =]
well, i show what my brother blogged to dear.

"It's not like we don't have any friends , neither do we need you.
Do realize that there're more friends we have then you.
What do you if you're treated like a chauffeur? Pissed , agreed?
Do realize that friends do not always mean of sacrificing for you.
We sacrificed time and money and yet you're shaking leg ,
treating us like as though we're born to drive you around.
Do realize that you're not the only one friend that we have."

LoLx, dear say yang can write a song already..
hahaha, and he asked why yang write like that.
explained to him and we start to discuss about it.
seriously, i don't know why people can actually be so selfish.
they will always put themselves in the first place, then what about others??
does it mean that it's fine if they die, as long as i'm still alive!!
LoLx..
really don't understand.
i can't believe the words actually comes out from her mouth.
my heart was like...
i got stabbed by someone i cared so much..
1 word "disappointed".

dear said that i'm too kind.
always go up and down without charges..
as if i'm a chauffeur.
NO is even worse then a chauffeur, cause i did not get PAID =.="
FML.
to be honest i really HATE driving.
you expecting me to go here and there some more...
isn't it just too over??
really SPEECHLESS!!

i found this song very nice.
the music.. so nice
then i search for the lyrics and i found this translation as well.
it's like singing about me.
LoLx.
really nice.
i'm smiling by BEG, GaIn =]



Do not worry, I am fine, just go the way you were traveling
I’ve been so sorry for making things hard

I won’t give reasons or excuses anymore
Thank you for loving me thus far

When tears come out, I will smile, just the way you did for me
I am smiling like a fool, as I send you away

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

I don’t know why, you worried for me so much
You’ll never know how much I regret this

Because I am like you, I’ve suddenly become a lingering fool
I’ve become pitiful after you left

It’s laughable that I could not be with you when you were here and I am like this now after you left
I am smiling today by myself, I want to see you

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

As my tears hit the back of my hand without a sound
I should be smiling but I cried instead

When I think of that person, when I miss that person
Smiling and crying can no longer console me

Please take care of that person, for the last time…
If I could see that person, I will smile brightly
If you see me, please smile

dear "JEALOUS" (n_n)

my cute cute LOVELY dear~~~
i thought you jealous that "triple cheese burger"(thick lips) guy de.
cause he brought a hot sexy, beautiful chick to the club..
haha,
but you actually jealous because of my MSN picture >.<"


muahaha.
i'm happy, cause i starting to go into your world XD
don't jealous lurhx.
sayang back kayz??
haha
anyway, good dear!!
you made your promise~~
you said when you go back home town, you won't "pek dai" me de.
and YES!!
you did it for the second day.
i'm impress.
and let's see when you gonna break your promise.
muahaha.
make sure you accompany me when i'm in China,
cause i'll be MISSING you there T.T"

portfolio is DONE!!

wednesday it's the day i'm leaving.


i still haven't really pack my stuffs @.@"
was being so lazy this few days and rushing on my portfolio which need to pass up on last month.(i know i'm terrible)
anyway tomorrow gonna present on my portfolio.
i don't know what am i going to crap inside the room for like 30 minutes!!
LoLx..
can even lay an egg already~~

so, dear was accompanying me just now.
haha.
almost half an hour only reply 1 message -.-"
stupid dear fall asleep again.
hahahaha, so after my work.
muahehe, CHATZ time.
time to "se weet se weet" XD

dear's drawing is nice seriously..
haha, LOVE it so much
"curi curi" screen shot it already..
muahehehe >.<"









these drawing that drawn by "you" really cheers me up =]
thank you so much,
it means alot to me ^^"

in ♥ with you.

just a gentle whisper told me that you're gone
leaving only memories where did we go wrong
i couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
i'm still in love with you
tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
tell me that you need me and i'll be there
i'll be there waiting

i will always love you, i will always stay tune
there's no one who loves you like I do, come to me now
i will never leave you, i will stay here with you
through the good and bad i will stay tune
i'm in love with you

now we here together yesterday has passed
life is just beginning close to you and i
and i promise to you i will always be there
i'll give my all to you
living a life without you is more than i can have
hold me close forever and I'll be there
i'll be there for you

i will always love you, i will always stay tune
there's no one who loves you like i do, this I promise
i will never leave you, i will stay here with you
through the good and bad i will stay tune, hold me closer
our love is forever, holding us together
nothing in this world can stop us now
love has found, love has found the way

i wish i could blend into your world

what if i said i do,
will things change??
can i be 1 step closer to you??
i don't know.
something's bothering me.
and i'm not happy with it~~~

whenever IMY i'll surely go read back the MSG you send to me.
but now, EVERYTHING gone..
i've LOST those memories.
is it good or bad??
does it mean we should put a (.) full stop there
and start with a new chapter??..
LoLx.
sad, really really sad.
thanks to my stupid phone >.<"

the different me

this is so not me!!
Oh My GOD..



anyway, i have fun with it.
looking at the "different" me..
haha