tired of you..

always the same old story, i'm really tired of you girl.
you're so fucking dramatic..
what's the problem with you when i said i want the trip on the date i want??
you're making so much noise saying this and that, and now when Kian called you, you said okay?!
LoLx.
are you trying to joke around or flirt??
what is the different if i asked or he asked??
anyway who cares~~~
PLEASE, don't learn me saying "i QUIT" cause the way you said it doesn't sound nice.
it irritates people, especially me!!

so, now things settle.
the only problem is the car~~~~
can anyone sponsor a car or anything??
i wanna go Penang badly!!
this is gonna be the last trip with college mates, really craving for it.
i don't wanna anything that takes 2days 1night..
i want 4days 3nighs!!
i wanna meet my friends, i wanna see my wifey W.Y..

oh dear I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
and also Josh XD
i miss you guys badly although i never meet Josh before..
LoLx
hope to see you guys on the 7th or 8th or 9th or 10th, probably not the 10th..
haha, if there's no disturbance XD

day outz with my "ji mui"

well it's been a long time i didn't go out with LaiYee already.
erm, i mean two of us, ALONE..
LoLx..
so, today.
hmp as usual went to her house to fetch her..
i was late, cause of the damn traffic.
never like K.L's road, everyday JAMMED..

SO..
today we went to Pavi for the movie "Rapunzel"
oh gosh, i just fall in love with the cartoon character, Eugene(Flynn).
he's handsome XD
don't you think so?!


anyway after movie, we went to Grandmama's for our brunch,
by the time also 4p.m already.
after bruch, straight went to feirenheit.
LaiYee never been there before, she wanna see UNIQLO and CK as well.
CK = Charles and Keith not Calvin Klein~~~
LoLx.
she said she wanna get a bag.
WTH??!
i though she said see wanna see only, never expect she wanna get it today.. on the spot -.-v
oh well, welcome to my world girl.
you're starting to grow up =]
it's a good sign.
muahaha.
and she bought her bag, off we go.
went back to Pavi, wanna find Tough, hmm i couldn't find the shop.
i think the shop close down -.-"
what a day~~~
saw a shirt in Forever21 again, RM80 again.
WTH?!!!!!
hei, why so expensive? i'm really broke larhx ='[
No MONEY = Go HOME.

so this is US, TOGETHER.
i LOVE you my dear XD

big girls don't cry.. ='[

besides crying, i really don't know what can i do..
i wanna do my work~~~
i really wanna do my best for my final, but DARN.
i make the first step, and then the second =]
it's a good sign!
but, when i wanna make the third step, i'm STUCK~~~
my brain is not moving, i couldn't think of any colour to apply in my shirt.
i'm sad ='[
really really sad.
headache as well, i wish i have magic..



so this is the shirt i drew, ugly right??
someone said i'm gonna scare the baby off..
LoLx, i just don't get it.
when we say shirt, why does it have to do with body??
can we just think out of the box??
make it different?!
i want my shirt to be wear and so as hanging on the wall as a picture!!
anyway, i know it's easy for me to talk, but when it comes drawing or present..
LoLx..
forget it.

chosen and it's not chosen

"congratulation yitong! your postcard has been chosen by Kenny.."


LoLx, hmp.
i actually got no feeling at all.
cause, AhFai said the same thing before to Zaible.
and it's actually a LIE.
i can't believe Kenny join them to lie Zaible..
haha, it was awesome.
so, when AhFai told me my postcard was chosen last month, i thought he's using the same trick so i ignore him.
and last Wednesday, he said the same thing to me again!!
i was kinda, you know?... well i don't know~~~
remember i said yesterday there's only four of us in class?? hmp, Zaible told me it was real that Kenny choose my card!!
LoLx..

WOW!!
i was shock and happy, but Florence said she wanted to choose again.
i was like What The FUCK??..
it's so unfair to me.

hahaha, anyway thanks to Stupid Fly..
you made me happy XD
he said he'll buy me Prada, LV, Channel and Burberry next year when he comes back.
i got the prove!!
don't try to lie me, muahaha.

ohya, when he told me that, one "siao kia" go add Fly as friend in FB.
ehh kid, FUCK off larhx.
you thought he'll buy you one as well??
LoLx.
you think too much "冰冰"..

today!!

LoLx.
i went to time square yesterday for the cutout magazine's talk and i actually went to time square again, today!!
hahaha.
it looks like i'm T.S "kaki"
well i'm NOT!!

anyway, today's class was boring.
only four of us attend.
Viren, Andrew, Zaible and me, and Zaible was late for class!! (how dare you)
yet again, Zaible pissed Florence off.
LoLx
Zaible arhx.. "lei yiu zou matt gahx?" keep changing and changing.
we lack of time already!! i hope you made up your mind and all the best to you dude =]

so after class straight to T.S with Andrew and Zaible..
with two "ma lat lou"..
LoLx

Andrew


Zaible

we had Sushi King for lunch, after lunch t-shirt time.
walked the whole T.S, looking for plain white t-shirt..
LoLx, it's not easy >.<"
at last i saw uncle!! he's selling..
thank god!!
the material is so nice and it's so fucking cheap XD
and i wasted RM10 on silver trend for the stupid white shirt..
hmp, gonna give out the shirt -.-v
cause I'M TOO FAT!! haha.
i saw Khirthika, she's going to Cosmo World..
LoLx, "ah moi, you dah how old arhx??"
she gave me a big tight huggie hug♥
muahaha.
LOVE you so much my dear =]
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so, my new look.


i'm trying to be slightly girly XD
what do you think??
sucks right? i can't imagine i'm tying all my hair up.
i look so round.. like a fishball -.-v
it is a really big challenge for me.
tying all the hair up is like you're running naked on the road.

LoLx..

i'm fine =]

to those who read my blog, sorry for being so emotional this few days.
hahaha
some called and some even came MSN and asked me.
i'm fine =]
no worries and thank you so much =]
feel so touch♥

so..
i've made my decision which is "LET'S JUST STAY THE SAME"
it doesn't matter what's the answer anymore.
as long as i know that you actually love me, that's more then enough =]
sorry, i really never expect that i'll make you sad as well.
hahaha.
yeap!!

THANK YOU to yang and carmen.
thanks for listening to my boring stories.
haha.
yeah, we have dinner together last night, it was awesome.
we went to Bangsar, thought of having dinner in Montes'
LoLx, some one booked the whole restaurant >.<"
WTH!!
nowadays kids are so freaking rich and pampered!!
anyway we end up having dinner in Chilis.
mmm, yummy.
since so long i never been there.
miss the food so much XD
i had a cup of chili as my entree, then fajita and burger as main course.


LoLx, i'm not having it all by myself!!
we shared the food!!
don't get shocked.

it was really an awesome night.
thanks guys =]





LOVE YOU GUYS♥
______________________________________

today@@"
i was late cause i was on call with steven and alvin last night till 3.30a.m.

steven


alvin

WOW!!
super long friend, it's been 3 years we never talk to each other..
haha(back to the topic)
carmen was waiting for me in her church.
so fetch her and bla bla bla..

anyway the motive of going to time square today is to see CUTOUT Magazine.
i thought it was an exhibition,
DAMN it's actually a "TALK"..
WTH??!
i can't be sitting there for 2 hours listening to you guys~~~~
it's super BORING.
haha, carmen almost sleep, and she's sitting on the front sit -.-v
CARRRRMEN!!
LoLx.
so here's the picture..




met 4 new friends, Bryan, Alex, Ashley and Wei.
A,A and W are from melacca, they purposely came down from from melacca to see this.
LoLx.
really good students..
haha.
so, while having break Bryan, Jack, Carmen and i sneak out!!
haha, cause it's super BOOOOOOORING.
and we went to Sg.Wang.
end of the story..

ohya, i try something new today..
i tied all my hair up.
LoLx.
looks bolt and like an idiot -.-v



feel free to laugh XD

empty heart..

it's a sunny day..
but, why do i feel so dark, as if its gonna rain soon.
trying to put a wide smile on my face..
pretend to be happy, and nothing happened.
... it is so hard.

i'm tired, i'm tired of pretending.
it's not fun at all.
feels like giving up =[
but how could i give up on something that i care so much??!
i'm sad, i feel so restless.
GOD are you PUNISHING me??
it's so hard for me to find someone that i really care and love, in the end this happen??!
LoLx, are you kidding me?!

"i wanna be with you!!"
"me too, but..."

do you know how hurt is it to see this??
arghx..
i feel like chopping off my legs.
what can i do?..
i LIKE you, i LOVE you!!
i wish i could just shout to the whole world..
but, what's the point of doing that since you wanted to stay in this way.
i wanted to wait, but you said "NO"
you thinks that's too selfish..
so what am i suppose to do??
i really don't know =[
can you tell me?
can you teach me??!

i can't imagine when i see that message i was totally LOST and OUT of CONTROL..
i turn on my iPod, choosing those heart broken song, screaming and shouting in the middle of the night at 3a.m.
LoLx, it's so not me..
i did not sleep well, kept awake.
feels so weird, heart is so pain although nothing actually happened..
but THE MESSAGE IS REALLY BOTHERING ME!!
i wish, we could just be the same.
hoping the things we chat last night can fade away ASAP!!
just DON'T avoid me T.T"

The Brain Dominance Test

Of 30 questions, 15 of your responses indicate you are left brained dominant. 15 of your responses are indications of right brain dominance. These results indicate you have a balanced brain, with no tendency to think towards either side.

Those who are middle-brain dominant tend to be more flexible than either the left or the right-brain folks; however, you often vacillate between the two hemispheres when you make decisions. You sometimes get confused when decisions need to be made because, neurologically speaking, you could do most tasks through either a left-brain or a right-brain method!

A balanced score means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain depending upon a given situation. This combination makes you a creative and flexible thinker.The down side to having a more "balanced brain" is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways. You may also find career choices difficult due to your proficiency in several different areas.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Keywords: Sorrow, Loss, Sadness, Lack, Inability to move on

You are no stranger to loss. You feel stuck, or the inability to let go of past events that are currently stopping all progress. Your depression may be mild or very intense, but either way, you are not really feeling like yourself. Loss hurts because it is our emotional resistance to change. No matter how much you accept intellectually that you must go with the flow, if that flow separates
you from what you love then it is your natural reaction to say "NO!" The more you struggle with this, the deeper your sorrow will become. This card is a reminder, you have the strength to pick yourself up and turn to face the future with open arms. What awaits is far better than you can even imagine.

Which Magical Woman Of Fantasy Are You?

Silver Angel
Pureness does not mean innocence, for you are wise and experienced in the ways of the world, but your heart is unspoiled by darkness. You connect those around you to yourself with a silver cord of love and light. Only the most wicked would speak ill of you, for you wish no ill on others. You see beauty and mystery in all your spirit touches, and those who feel that touch are better for it, feeling a sudden fullness of life and tendency to laughter. You are the source of such feelings, they grow inside your soul like a silver flower ever blooming and blossoming until the seeds of hope and happiness are sewn upon the fertile hearts you caress with such gentle care. For you both the joys and sorrows of life are equal, and so you are a nurturer and a healer. You are the Silver Angel

What Color Is Your Emotional Rose?

The Yellow Rose is an expression of exuberance, and evokes sunny feelings of joy, warmth and welcome. It is a symbol of friendship and caring with no romantic undertones. You are a true friend and always offer a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on. People around you feel excited and glad to be alive, because you radiate an aura of happiness that is infectious. Your laughter is the music and your smile is the song that shapes your spiritual symphony, and all are invited to play along. Fear and sorrow cannot flourish in your presence, for you are the Yellow Rose

Whats your Personality

You are Peaceful
You are quit and tend to keep to your self. you may not want to involve yourself in the affairs of others and believe in self peace. You live each day as if it were your last, and may be loved much by those around. You are passionate and see the bright side of life.

What Makes You Irresistible to Men?

You're Fire and Passion
You are the very epitome of fire, and passion and all that is artistic and eclectic in this world. A man will never tire of, or become bored with a woman like you. You present a challenge on many different levels, and although you can be fiery in more ways than one, you keep them coming back for more...sometimes on their knees.

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?

Your eyes show a tremendous amount of hope. Your eyes attract those who are looking for inspiration and guidance. Your positive outlook and aura can change the attitudes of even the strongest of cynics. You are a free-thinker, an optimist, and a dreamer.

酸甜的感觉你明白吗?

你,是否忘记我了吗?
还是我们之间的感情淡了,闷了还是完了?
说真的我很"怕"!
我怕你会放手,一路以来把我手握的紧紧的突然放手.
怎样不怕呢?
我更怕你不再属于我!

自私?
人不就是自私的吗?..哈哈哈
我不想我来不及将你的手紧紧握着..
我曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么, 但是怎么我微笑着心却是痛的?
这感觉..你明白吗?
我知道我们并不是所谓的情侣,
但我很想知道在你心里我算什么?..

之前你对我说过,
那些都是真的吗?
那时我真的很开心,感觉就像在空中游泳 =]
很可惜的我不见了所有不该忘的回忆..
如果眼泪能够把所有回忆带回那有多好呢!

UNI.QLO

yes, we're crazy!!
it's raining and we went to queue, just to get into UNIQLO.

LoLx.
well atleast we just waited for 15minutes.
it's not OVER!!
my friend went in the morning and waited for like 2 hours just to get in -.-"
i'm really lucky.
thank god =]

hmp, seriously i was kinda disappointed!!
they're selling winter clothing -.-"
Malaysia is HOT, i DON'T need any winter clothes..
haha.
conclusion, i bought nothing..
those people grab the clothes likes it's FREE OF CHARGE..
it's something like "pasar malam"
sorry to say that, but really i just can't believe.
and i really don't get it, how they buy until RM1000++
simple t-shirt cost RM29.90, design.. i can design better, but to be honest the quality is really nice =]
i know i sound stupid.
well, i hope there's something for me in the next season >.
so after UNIQLO, we went back to pavilion.
Xian haven't been to Cotton On so we desided to go there.
hmp, both of us are crazy, we took the shirts and went to the fitting room to try.
Hongzai asked am i going to buy all those clothes and i replied "Nope, just for FUN"
LoLx..
anyway i bought 2 shirt cost me RM75..
hmp, i'm spindrift >.<"
after that we went to Forever21 just next to Cotton On.
LoLx, 4 of us took clothes in again, just to take picture..
LL and i took the same shirt.


this shirt cost RM80..
LoLx -.-" siao~~
and i bought another shirt-.-"
it cost me RM90..
i'm super spindrift..
it's cool, 3 of them bought nothing except me!!
after shopping we went to Pancake House just for tea XD
awesome feel, i LOVE it.
we just formed a new GANG..
haha COOL =]


thanks guys.
i LOVE you guys =]

where is your manner??

darn you!!
owe me money still wanna show your stupid anger??..
who do you think you are..
you've owe me for 2 years..
did i ever force you to pay me back??
every time i also say nevermind nevermind ..
in the end what happen..
kena back from you >.<"
all i did is ASK.
"when are you going to pay me pay my money"..

back to KL..

just came back from Melbourne last night.
time mess up..
stupid jet lag.
anyway i had a good sleep last night =]
but, i was absent for today's class.
i slept over time, and i had a very bad backache T.T"

hmm,
can't imagine 1 week holiday pass so fast.
so not use to it T.T"
i miss Melbourne, i miss Tasmania..
i miss Penguin, i miss the boat ride..
i miss the weather, i miss the Salmon..
i miss every single thing there but not the University >.<"
LoLx..
it's an awesome trip!!
i wanna do that more often XD