EMPTY

i know i look really awful, but this is my recent look.
i used to be very happy every time i cut my hair, but this time it doesn't help at all.
my heart is empty, my feelings are empty as well. i couldn't feel anything although i get what i want.
i just wanna stay with my parents, i don't want to be apart from them.
usually people say it's good to be alone!! but this is not good for me..
i miss them, i love them, I NEED THEM.

this 1 year away from home trip, really makes me insane..
i wonder after i leave, is there anyone gonna miss me like crazy??
will anyone of you miss me?! especially the one i cared the most, will you?! ='[

everyone were being so nice to me, just because i'm leaving.
LoLx, my dad spent almost RM4000 on the clothes..
he even bring me for nice and expensive food!!
JUST BECAUSE I'M LEAVING!!..
WTF, LoLx, WOW.. speechless =D
friends around me were telling nice things to me as well.
-"don't worry, i sure remember you!!"
-"aiya, you'll come back de mahx, then we can hangout again.."
-"i will miss you"
-"i'll go to visit you there, remember to bring me around!!"
this is what they said, well we'll see who is going to keep their words..