raining

the rain is pouring every hour and every minute, it makes me feel so moody and sad..
even Tze [the tough girl] cried yesterday..
LoLx, what is going on?? I am here for almost 2 months already but yet I still can't adapt it..

was on the phone with mom last night, she said that yang praise me..
hahaha WTF?? yang praise me?? unbelievable..
thank you =D

and yes i'm changing, and i'm growing..
when i come back i might not be the old me anymore, pray hard!!

I CAN DO IT!!

Girly~~~

talking about girly, i become more girly after since i came here @.@"
it's kinda "GELI" to me..
hahaha, i starts buying dresses, and it's been almost 14years i never wear dresses or skirts.. and this is so funnnny XD

faster say hello to new me =D

thanks for having faith in me me =D

i'm glad that you cry out, and tell me the things..
see isn't it better to say everything out rather than keeping it in your heart?? =D
i understand that sometimes it's hard to find a good listener or a good person to give comment.
and now you found me!!
hahaha good choice!! just kidding.

i may not be good in expressing myself but i'm definitely a good listener, i'm always willing to lend you my ears.
tell me anything, if i can help i surely help..
don't feel shy~~~

to be honest, i was shock when i heard the things you told me last night, i feel sorry and sad but guess what this is the fact you can't change it..
pray hard my dear..
talk to god, ask him to help you open up his ears, so you can tell him how you feel =]
sometimes you have to wait, there are too many people waiting for god to help so it takes time for god to progress =D
while waiting for god you will also learn how to be "patient"..
isn't that great!! hahaha

hmm, last night when i heard you cry i really feel like giving you a big hug.
i can't cause we are too far away from each other but what i did is i'am encouraging you from the bottom of my heart, hahaha.
be strong!! you can do it girl..


love,
yitong =D

meaningful =D

I was walking around in a supermarket when i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this, 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'' My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!'' OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said, 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' 'My mommy loves white roses.' A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine, and in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Melbourne Museum.

went to Uni, bump into Ben at the Glenferrie station, what a coincidence =D
hahaha, so met Tze at the intersection and we went to the printing shop, guess what?! i spent 40aud just for printing..
LoLx it's about RM120 for 23 A3 pages..
isn't it expensive?? ='[
well after that we went down to city, cause Tze wanna confirm her air ticket..
and yes we are going home on the November..

yang and i are going to perth on the 16th, eee..
miss moosh moosh, popo, e-ma and e-jeong so much =D
soooo excited!!












anyway after the SIA, Tze and i went to the Melbourne Museum..
yes i'm there again haha, this time with me inside the picture!! (i feel shy to take picture with Jason XD)

i'm so fuck up..

what happen to my english, the standard is like dropping, what is wrong with me??
OMG, i don't know myself anymore.. i feel so lost~~~
i just opened my e-mail and Barbara(lecture) sent me a mail, she wrote my marks and i really got shocked..
WTF i just passed the fucking line, can you imagine how i'm feeling now?..
i'm really trying my best to understand the australian english, yet i'm still having problem.
furthermore, i don't understand why can't they just ask the question straight to the point yet turning around like playing hide and seek..
super pissed off, even an e-mail she can't tell it properly..
i need to reply the mail asking her what's she's talking about, what a joke?!!

anyway forget it, what i have to do now is do properly for the coming 5 weeks task, hope it can help me to pull up my marks..
EMO~~~

this is what i'm going to do..
did you see what i'm holding??
yes yes, a book!! i'm going to start reading and i going to add reading to part of my life..
no more hong kong dramas..
i just can't believe i get the super low mark..
oh my, i wonder how am i going to tell mummy ='[
if i tell mummy i know what she is going to say,
"wow, you did a great job..", "i am so proud of you.."
LoLx, MOM I KNOW YOU'RE ENCOURAGING ME BUT THIS IS REALLY BAD..
i myself can't accept it!! you should scold me, and expect me to get higher..


perhaps..
i shouldn't be so EMO!! i should think positive and be proud of myself~~~
YI TONG PLEASE ANSWER YOURSELF, FOR HOW MANY YEARS YOU DIDN'T WRITE or READ A BOOK?
it's great that you still can maintain your standard by getting a pass home!!

quoted by Sara "you're useless only if you don't even try. you're trying, that shows effort. keep at it, the more you read the more you know which will make it easier eventually to write your essay."
yes it's true, i'm actually doing my best and why should i be sad?
IT'S ALL EFFORT!!

cheers yitong =D

Victoria Garden.

so what happen today??!..
hmm yeap, so i went out with Emily, Sara and Ben to Victoria Garden(IKEA)
i always wanted to go there, and finally i was there..
spend about 5-6 hours there browsing around IKEA and KMart only..
hmm, they way Sara shopped is really not my style, muahahaha.
anyway i had meatballs and princess cake in IKEA, mmm yummy!!
















after our lunch we went back to shop..
i took a lot of pictures inside there =>
when we were on the way to check out, we only notice that camera is prohibited..
LoLx, thank god they didn't check my phone!! unfortunately Sara had to delete the pictures ='[

i wanna go HOME

i remember i used to tell my friends that i wanna stay here for 4 years, i even told them that i won't come back.
okay now i keep back my words..
i don't wanna stay here anymore, i mean yes i like melbourne, i enjoy the place very much but the lifestyle here is so different from malaysia.
no nightlife at all.. [except clubbing/ pubs]
and yes i just wanna go HOME.

do you guys still remember this??
the silk screen shirt i made on my own for my final project..
hahaha, now i need it so badly XD
"HOME" i just wanna come home..












so today went out with Jason Wandiyanto, we went to the melbourne museum.
it's a nice place, and Jason thought me science =D
hahaha, funny right?!
for some reason Jason reminds me of my brother Yang.
he likes dinosaurs so much~~~ it's like Yang when he was young..






























YJ came to ask for a favour, and the way he asked was super annoying and irritating!!
HELLO, you're asking for a favour now, and you're acting like a shit..
please keep that fucking attitude back, i don't deserve that.
i mean the whole thing was stupid!!
NON OF MY BUSINESS at all..

guess what, was browsing around the blogspot and guess what, i saw a post posted by Carmen 1 month++ ago!!
and it's so touching..
i cried when i read it, she's really a good friend =>
she may not be my best friend, or sister but i rather we keep in this way than changing the status..
cause every time when i mention the word "best friend" something might happen, jusy like LY..
anyway it's over, i'm done with it~~~







Carmen seeee, i have Mr."Cook" all the time with me =>

awesome day =]

kena FFK by Sara this morning, luckily haven't take train to her place, hahaha.
anyway still in time to join Tze and her cousin Beatrice to the temple =]
ta daaa, so we were here yesterday..
i was being rude yesterday!! i went to the temple but i didn't go in to pray, only standing outside praying "myo hyo rin ge kyo".. I AM SO SORRY
anyway really relax there, the music they played was so calming, enjoyed so much.

we had free lunch there!! we were told that the foods were cook by a boy named Ryan, a malaysian boy. emmm yummy =D










never had vegetarian before in malaysia, can expect i had my first vegetarian here..
hahaha, we were also invited for dinner at Enlighten Restaurant somewhere near the Crown.
VEGETARIAN dinner again, LoLx..

about 4pm we went back to Melbourne Central to meet Rex and Felix then we headed to Federation square.
they were having a market there. i was told that it is a handmade market..
err, i'm not sure.. might be handwash??
hahaha who knows..
anyway we had fun there..





around 5.30pm we walked to the Crown, Rex and Felix went in to the casino, Tze, Beatrice and I were walking around taking pictures of the Yarra River view..

































while we were waling back towards the Crown, we saw a lot of helicopter flying around the the river, we thought something happened and they were broadcasting the news.
unfortunately they are just dropping all those V.I.P =.="
people here really different from malaysian, hahaha.


seee, it's the fire show!! this time we were watching it from opposite, and yet we get to watch all of it.. super awesome =>

finally i get to eat my beloved ice cream, Boysenberry from Gelati.
yummmmmy, it reminds me of my sister where we had it 1 year ago..












and yes, this is the dinner where we had in Enlighten Restaurant with 23 of them..

horrible hair..

my hair is not growing, it's like it got stuck in the middle of the shoulder..
how am i going to curl my hair in this dumb dumb length?! ='[
yeeee, EMO.

so this is how i look every single day in the house..
bun hair XD
funny right, muahaha.

i'm BACK =>

it's been ages i didn't come and blog, kinda miss my blogspot..
hello blogspot, hello my friends, i'm BACK..
LoLx, seems like no one is going to care also, muahaha.

well well, life here is really stress and busy.
it's so damn different from malaysia, but i did learn a lot of things here although i've learned it before, especially their cultural!!
some of the lectures here are kinda racist, it's so hard for me to communicate with them ='[
as time goes by, some of them changed and starting to be nice and kind. thank god, thank you mummy, thank you for praying so hard for me =]

friendsss, yes i met a lot of friend here!! all from different country super cool..
- singapore
- korea
- taiwan
- china
- hong kong
- indonesia
- germany
- malaysia
- iran
LoLx, so many new friends, HAPPY =>
she is Sara, and she's from Singapore..
super nice girl, she helped me a lot, really don't know how to thank her..
anyway she always asked me to thank god, cause god sent her to help me, muahaha funny girl..














this is Ben, Tze, Sara and me after dinner =]
friendship forever, hope our friendship never ends..
muahaha..


look at my tired face, next week will be my term break, i'm gonna sleep like a pig and i'm not going to turn on my ALARM!!
really didn't have a good sleep for the past 5 weeks, and i have 6 weeks more to go, bless me..
can't want for november to come..
everyday is all about ASSIGNMENT"S"

















it's 10.12pm now.. time to go to bed with my Mr. "COOK" hahaha..
good night everyone, and take care =D