i'm so fuck up..

what happen to my english, the standard is like dropping, what is wrong with me??
OMG, i don't know myself anymore.. i feel so lost~~~
i just opened my e-mail and Barbara(lecture) sent me a mail, she wrote my marks and i really got shocked..
WTF i just passed the fucking line, can you imagine how i'm feeling now?..
i'm really trying my best to understand the australian english, yet i'm still having problem.
furthermore, i don't understand why can't they just ask the question straight to the point yet turning around like playing hide and seek..
super pissed off, even an e-mail she can't tell it properly..
i need to reply the mail asking her what's she's talking about, what a joke?!!

anyway forget it, what i have to do now is do properly for the coming 5 weeks task, hope it can help me to pull up my marks..
EMO~~~

this is what i'm going to do..
did you see what i'm holding??
yes yes, a book!! i'm going to start reading and i going to add reading to part of my life..
no more hong kong dramas..
i just can't believe i get the super low mark..
oh my, i wonder how am i going to tell mummy ='[
if i tell mummy i know what she is going to say,
"wow, you did a great job..", "i am so proud of you.."
LoLx, MOM I KNOW YOU'RE ENCOURAGING ME BUT THIS IS REALLY BAD..
i myself can't accept it!! you should scold me, and expect me to get higher..


perhaps..
i shouldn't be so EMO!! i should think positive and be proud of myself~~~
YI TONG PLEASE ANSWER YOURSELF, FOR HOW MANY YEARS YOU DIDN'T WRITE or READ A BOOK?
it's great that you still can maintain your standard by getting a pass home!!

quoted by Sara "you're useless only if you don't even try. you're trying, that shows effort. keep at it, the more you read the more you know which will make it easier eventually to write your essay."
yes it's true, i'm actually doing my best and why should i be sad?
IT'S ALL EFFORT!!

cheers yitong =D