someone wanna be the next Alvis Kong..

this guy, named Sorrow..
i have no idea why and where did he pop out from..
i knew his for years but, we're not that closed.
he called me a few times in Skype and i refused to answer cause too many "xiu muimui" inside.
it's like a room of "seafoods"

after a few hours, he called again.
he asked me do i know "Alvis Kong", i was like...
hmm yeah, why?!
and he said "what he did was really right!"
okay let's stop here.

well, i have no idea why people taking Alvis as a role model!!
Lun Sky wanna learn, and now you??
LoLx
Alvis is not a hero, but a loser~~~
just because he has the guts to die doesn't mean he's a GOD!!

so, you wanna die huh?!
WELL GO AHEAD..
you're old enough to think and make your own decision!!
whatever i have to say, i said..
if you still wanna die, then JUST DO IT.
make sure you have the guts!
and make sure you do it okay, don't just talk and do nothing~~~~

28.12.2010

have you ever beg your mom or dad to get something??
well, i never beg my mom because i know she'll always said "NO"
so i always beg my dad.
HOW?!
LoLx, when i was in secondary school, i always make promises and swears.
but it doesn't seems like i did it.
i always break my promises ='[
so daddy don't really trust me..
muahaha.

i remember promised daddy that i'll study hard and get flying colours in my exam to get a gameboy.
hmm, but my result was not that good and yet daddy still get me a pink colour gameboy.
i promised dad that i'll use my phone wisely so he can changed me a new phone, and i broke my promise.
LoLx, see daddy always get you the best =]

so, today i went to Tough in Time Square i saw a bag..
it cost RM879, i told daddy and he said "don't ever ask me to buy you things anymore!, i'm broke"
well you see, i never though of asking him to buy me cause i really used too much $$ this year and it's bad.
next year inflation, i was like WTF??!
anyway, i'll go to the bank and get the $$ to buy myself presents although i bought 1 dooodolls laptop skin as my christmas gift already.. XD

bitch..

well someone wrote this on her Facebook today
"朋友..真的那么好..那么重要吗..对我而言..朋友..只是互相利用..我唯有会珍惜的..只有对我好的人~"

LoLx..
i'm wondering what kinda bullshit is this?!
are you saying yourself or you're complaining others??

anyway IN YOUR FACE BITCH
now you know the feeling?? isn't it too late??
asked yourself, how many people have you used?! have you even bother to turn your head back to see them?!
"NO", YOU NEVER!!
what ever people did is a MUST

i still remember that time you said i used you..
LoLx, i used you for what??
i'm your fucking driver, i'm your fucking banker.
so is that what i used??
or i should say you the one who's using me??
please larhx how old are you??
still talk like a immature adult, shame of you..

IF NEXT TIME YOU WANNA WRITE THIS KINDA BULLSHIT PLEASE LOOK AT THE MIRROR ARE YOU ONE OF THEM?!
DON'T FART AROUND WITHOUT MAKING ANY SENSE..
IT'S SO BLADDY SHAMEFUL TO LET PEOPLE "SHOOT" BACK!!

jogging ='[

after 3 years, i went jogging again -.-"
LoLx, what a mood..
arghx.. wore the wrong shoe, came back my feet pain like shit.
no energy at all, guess i'm getting fatter..
need MORE exercise.

hmm, thought of last time..
running at Lake Garden, WOW!!


it's like a piece of cake..
NOW??
haiz ='[
poor didy, poor gay, poor yitong, poor MiGay.B.Foliduzust..

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i'm going to PENANG =]

here is it, 8 more hours to go then i'll start my journey to penang.
feeling??
of course i'm excited but kinda lazy also -.-"
so LaiYee is here, sleeping like a pig.
hmp so tomorrow gonna meet Kent, gosh i'm so freaking excited cause this is the first time i'm meeting him XD
i'll be going to Ipoh on the first day then the second day straight to penang unril the 10th of Dec.

Christmas is near, i wanna celebrate T.T"

end.

the END.
gonna stop all bullshits..
no more waiting, no more wondering~~~~
i'm just NOTHING.
everything should end up, cause i feel like you toss everything into trash.

tired of you..

always the same old story, i'm really tired of you girl.
you're so fucking dramatic..
what's the problem with you when i said i want the trip on the date i want??
you're making so much noise saying this and that, and now when Kian called you, you said okay?!
LoLx.
are you trying to joke around or flirt??
what is the different if i asked or he asked??
anyway who cares~~~
PLEASE, don't learn me saying "i QUIT" cause the way you said it doesn't sound nice.
it irritates people, especially me!!

so, now things settle.
the only problem is the car~~~~
can anyone sponsor a car or anything??
i wanna go Penang badly!!
this is gonna be the last trip with college mates, really craving for it.
i don't wanna anything that takes 2days 1night..
i want 4days 3nighs!!
i wanna meet my friends, i wanna see my wifey W.Y..

oh dear I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
and also Josh XD
i miss you guys badly although i never meet Josh before..
LoLx
hope to see you guys on the 7th or 8th or 9th or 10th, probably not the 10th..
haha, if there's no disturbance XD

day outz with my "ji mui"

well it's been a long time i didn't go out with LaiYee already.
erm, i mean two of us, ALONE..
LoLx..
so, today.
hmp as usual went to her house to fetch her..
i was late, cause of the damn traffic.
never like K.L's road, everyday JAMMED..

SO..
today we went to Pavi for the movie "Rapunzel"
oh gosh, i just fall in love with the cartoon character, Eugene(Flynn).
he's handsome XD
don't you think so?!


anyway after movie, we went to Grandmama's for our brunch,
by the time also 4p.m already.
after bruch, straight went to feirenheit.
LaiYee never been there before, she wanna see UNIQLO and CK as well.
CK = Charles and Keith not Calvin Klein~~~
LoLx.
she said she wanna get a bag.
WTH??!
i though she said see wanna see only, never expect she wanna get it today.. on the spot -.-v
oh well, welcome to my world girl.
you're starting to grow up =]
it's a good sign.
muahaha.
and she bought her bag, off we go.
went back to Pavi, wanna find Tough, hmm i couldn't find the shop.
i think the shop close down -.-"
what a day~~~
saw a shirt in Forever21 again, RM80 again.
WTH?!!!!!
hei, why so expensive? i'm really broke larhx ='[
No MONEY = Go HOME.

so this is US, TOGETHER.
i LOVE you my dear XD

big girls don't cry.. ='[

besides crying, i really don't know what can i do..
i wanna do my work~~~
i really wanna do my best for my final, but DARN.
i make the first step, and then the second =]
it's a good sign!
but, when i wanna make the third step, i'm STUCK~~~
my brain is not moving, i couldn't think of any colour to apply in my shirt.
i'm sad ='[
really really sad.
headache as well, i wish i have magic..



so this is the shirt i drew, ugly right??
someone said i'm gonna scare the baby off..
LoLx, i just don't get it.
when we say shirt, why does it have to do with body??
can we just think out of the box??
make it different?!
i want my shirt to be wear and so as hanging on the wall as a picture!!
anyway, i know it's easy for me to talk, but when it comes drawing or present..
LoLx..
forget it.

chosen and it's not chosen

"congratulation yitong! your postcard has been chosen by Kenny.."


LoLx, hmp.
i actually got no feeling at all.
cause, AhFai said the same thing before to Zaible.
and it's actually a LIE.
i can't believe Kenny join them to lie Zaible..
haha, it was awesome.
so, when AhFai told me my postcard was chosen last month, i thought he's using the same trick so i ignore him.
and last Wednesday, he said the same thing to me again!!
i was kinda, you know?... well i don't know~~~
remember i said yesterday there's only four of us in class?? hmp, Zaible told me it was real that Kenny choose my card!!
LoLx..

WOW!!
i was shock and happy, but Florence said she wanted to choose again.
i was like What The FUCK??..
it's so unfair to me.

hahaha, anyway thanks to Stupid Fly..
you made me happy XD
he said he'll buy me Prada, LV, Channel and Burberry next year when he comes back.
i got the prove!!
don't try to lie me, muahaha.

ohya, when he told me that, one "siao kia" go add Fly as friend in FB.
ehh kid, FUCK off larhx.
you thought he'll buy you one as well??
LoLx.
you think too much "冰冰"..

today!!

LoLx.
i went to time square yesterday for the cutout magazine's talk and i actually went to time square again, today!!
hahaha.
it looks like i'm T.S "kaki"
well i'm NOT!!

anyway, today's class was boring.
only four of us attend.
Viren, Andrew, Zaible and me, and Zaible was late for class!! (how dare you)
yet again, Zaible pissed Florence off.
LoLx
Zaible arhx.. "lei yiu zou matt gahx?" keep changing and changing.
we lack of time already!! i hope you made up your mind and all the best to you dude =]

so after class straight to T.S with Andrew and Zaible..
with two "ma lat lou"..
LoLx

Andrew


Zaible

we had Sushi King for lunch, after lunch t-shirt time.
walked the whole T.S, looking for plain white t-shirt..
LoLx, it's not easy >.<"
at last i saw uncle!! he's selling..
thank god!!
the material is so nice and it's so fucking cheap XD
and i wasted RM10 on silver trend for the stupid white shirt..
hmp, gonna give out the shirt -.-v
cause I'M TOO FAT!! haha.
i saw Khirthika, she's going to Cosmo World..
LoLx, "ah moi, you dah how old arhx??"
she gave me a big tight huggie hug♥
muahaha.
LOVE you so much my dear =]
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so, my new look.


i'm trying to be slightly girly XD
what do you think??
sucks right? i can't imagine i'm tying all my hair up.
i look so round.. like a fishball -.-v
it is a really big challenge for me.
tying all the hair up is like you're running naked on the road.

LoLx..

i'm fine =]

to those who read my blog, sorry for being so emotional this few days.
hahaha
some called and some even came MSN and asked me.
i'm fine =]
no worries and thank you so much =]
feel so touch♥

so..
i've made my decision which is "LET'S JUST STAY THE SAME"
it doesn't matter what's the answer anymore.
as long as i know that you actually love me, that's more then enough =]
sorry, i really never expect that i'll make you sad as well.
hahaha.
yeap!!

THANK YOU to yang and carmen.
thanks for listening to my boring stories.
haha.
yeah, we have dinner together last night, it was awesome.
we went to Bangsar, thought of having dinner in Montes'
LoLx, some one booked the whole restaurant >.<"
WTH!!
nowadays kids are so freaking rich and pampered!!
anyway we end up having dinner in Chilis.
mmm, yummy.
since so long i never been there.
miss the food so much XD
i had a cup of chili as my entree, then fajita and burger as main course.


LoLx, i'm not having it all by myself!!
we shared the food!!
don't get shocked.

it was really an awesome night.
thanks guys =]





LOVE YOU GUYS♥
______________________________________

today@@"
i was late cause i was on call with steven and alvin last night till 3.30a.m.

steven


alvin

WOW!!
super long friend, it's been 3 years we never talk to each other..
haha(back to the topic)
carmen was waiting for me in her church.
so fetch her and bla bla bla..

anyway the motive of going to time square today is to see CUTOUT Magazine.
i thought it was an exhibition,
DAMN it's actually a "TALK"..
WTH??!
i can't be sitting there for 2 hours listening to you guys~~~~
it's super BORING.
haha, carmen almost sleep, and she's sitting on the front sit -.-v
CARRRRMEN!!
LoLx.
so here's the picture..




met 4 new friends, Bryan, Alex, Ashley and Wei.
A,A and W are from melacca, they purposely came down from from melacca to see this.
LoLx.
really good students..
haha.
so, while having break Bryan, Jack, Carmen and i sneak out!!
haha, cause it's super BOOOOOOORING.
and we went to Sg.Wang.
end of the story..

ohya, i try something new today..
i tied all my hair up.
LoLx.
looks bolt and like an idiot -.-v



feel free to laugh XD

empty heart..

it's a sunny day..
but, why do i feel so dark, as if its gonna rain soon.
trying to put a wide smile on my face..
pretend to be happy, and nothing happened.
... it is so hard.

i'm tired, i'm tired of pretending.
it's not fun at all.
feels like giving up =[
but how could i give up on something that i care so much??!
i'm sad, i feel so restless.
GOD are you PUNISHING me??
it's so hard for me to find someone that i really care and love, in the end this happen??!
LoLx, are you kidding me?!

"i wanna be with you!!"
"me too, but..."

do you know how hurt is it to see this??
arghx..
i feel like chopping off my legs.
what can i do?..
i LIKE you, i LOVE you!!
i wish i could just shout to the whole world..
but, what's the point of doing that since you wanted to stay in this way.
i wanted to wait, but you said "NO"
you thinks that's too selfish..
so what am i suppose to do??
i really don't know =[
can you tell me?
can you teach me??!

i can't imagine when i see that message i was totally LOST and OUT of CONTROL..
i turn on my iPod, choosing those heart broken song, screaming and shouting in the middle of the night at 3a.m.
LoLx, it's so not me..
i did not sleep well, kept awake.
feels so weird, heart is so pain although nothing actually happened..
but THE MESSAGE IS REALLY BOTHERING ME!!
i wish, we could just be the same.
hoping the things we chat last night can fade away ASAP!!
just DON'T avoid me T.T"

The Brain Dominance Test

Of 30 questions, 15 of your responses indicate you are left brained dominant. 15 of your responses are indications of right brain dominance. These results indicate you have a balanced brain, with no tendency to think towards either side.

Those who are middle-brain dominant tend to be more flexible than either the left or the right-brain folks; however, you often vacillate between the two hemispheres when you make decisions. You sometimes get confused when decisions need to be made because, neurologically speaking, you could do most tasks through either a left-brain or a right-brain method!

A balanced score means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain depending upon a given situation. This combination makes you a creative and flexible thinker.The down side to having a more "balanced brain" is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways. You may also find career choices difficult due to your proficiency in several different areas.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Keywords: Sorrow, Loss, Sadness, Lack, Inability to move on

You are no stranger to loss. You feel stuck, or the inability to let go of past events that are currently stopping all progress. Your depression may be mild or very intense, but either way, you are not really feeling like yourself. Loss hurts because it is our emotional resistance to change. No matter how much you accept intellectually that you must go with the flow, if that flow separates
you from what you love then it is your natural reaction to say "NO!" The more you struggle with this, the deeper your sorrow will become. This card is a reminder, you have the strength to pick yourself up and turn to face the future with open arms. What awaits is far better than you can even imagine.

Which Magical Woman Of Fantasy Are You?

Silver Angel
Pureness does not mean innocence, for you are wise and experienced in the ways of the world, but your heart is unspoiled by darkness. You connect those around you to yourself with a silver cord of love and light. Only the most wicked would speak ill of you, for you wish no ill on others. You see beauty and mystery in all your spirit touches, and those who feel that touch are better for it, feeling a sudden fullness of life and tendency to laughter. You are the source of such feelings, they grow inside your soul like a silver flower ever blooming and blossoming until the seeds of hope and happiness are sewn upon the fertile hearts you caress with such gentle care. For you both the joys and sorrows of life are equal, and so you are a nurturer and a healer. You are the Silver Angel

What Color Is Your Emotional Rose?

The Yellow Rose is an expression of exuberance, and evokes sunny feelings of joy, warmth and welcome. It is a symbol of friendship and caring with no romantic undertones. You are a true friend and always offer a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on. People around you feel excited and glad to be alive, because you radiate an aura of happiness that is infectious. Your laughter is the music and your smile is the song that shapes your spiritual symphony, and all are invited to play along. Fear and sorrow cannot flourish in your presence, for you are the Yellow Rose

Whats your Personality

You are Peaceful
You are quit and tend to keep to your self. you may not want to involve yourself in the affairs of others and believe in self peace. You live each day as if it were your last, and may be loved much by those around. You are passionate and see the bright side of life.

What Makes You Irresistible to Men?

You're Fire and Passion
You are the very epitome of fire, and passion and all that is artistic and eclectic in this world. A man will never tire of, or become bored with a woman like you. You present a challenge on many different levels, and although you can be fiery in more ways than one, you keep them coming back for more...sometimes on their knees.

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?

Your eyes show a tremendous amount of hope. Your eyes attract those who are looking for inspiration and guidance. Your positive outlook and aura can change the attitudes of even the strongest of cynics. You are a free-thinker, an optimist, and a dreamer.

酸甜的感觉你明白吗?

你,是否忘记我了吗?
还是我们之间的感情淡了,闷了还是完了?
说真的我很"怕"!
我怕你会放手,一路以来把我手握的紧紧的突然放手.
怎样不怕呢?
我更怕你不再属于我!

自私?
人不就是自私的吗?..哈哈哈
我不想我来不及将你的手紧紧握着..
我曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么, 但是怎么我微笑着心却是痛的?
这感觉..你明白吗?
我知道我们并不是所谓的情侣,
但我很想知道在你心里我算什么?..

之前你对我说过,
那些都是真的吗?
那时我真的很开心,感觉就像在空中游泳 =]
很可惜的我不见了所有不该忘的回忆..
如果眼泪能够把所有回忆带回那有多好呢!

UNI.QLO

yes, we're crazy!!
it's raining and we went to queue, just to get into UNIQLO.

LoLx.
well atleast we just waited for 15minutes.
it's not OVER!!
my friend went in the morning and waited for like 2 hours just to get in -.-"
i'm really lucky.
thank god =]

hmp, seriously i was kinda disappointed!!
they're selling winter clothing -.-"
Malaysia is HOT, i DON'T need any winter clothes..
haha.
conclusion, i bought nothing..
those people grab the clothes likes it's FREE OF CHARGE..
it's something like "pasar malam"
sorry to say that, but really i just can't believe.
and i really don't get it, how they buy until RM1000++
simple t-shirt cost RM29.90, design.. i can design better, but to be honest the quality is really nice =]
i know i sound stupid.
well, i hope there's something for me in the next season >.
so after UNIQLO, we went back to pavilion.
Xian haven't been to Cotton On so we desided to go there.
hmp, both of us are crazy, we took the shirts and went to the fitting room to try.
Hongzai asked am i going to buy all those clothes and i replied "Nope, just for FUN"
LoLx..
anyway i bought 2 shirt cost me RM75..
hmp, i'm spindrift >.<"
after that we went to Forever21 just next to Cotton On.
LoLx, 4 of us took clothes in again, just to take picture..
LL and i took the same shirt.


this shirt cost RM80..
LoLx -.-" siao~~
and i bought another shirt-.-"
it cost me RM90..
i'm super spindrift..
it's cool, 3 of them bought nothing except me!!
after shopping we went to Pancake House just for tea XD
awesome feel, i LOVE it.
we just formed a new GANG..
haha COOL =]


thanks guys.
i LOVE you guys =]

where is your manner??

darn you!!
owe me money still wanna show your stupid anger??..
who do you think you are..
you've owe me for 2 years..
did i ever force you to pay me back??
every time i also say nevermind nevermind ..
in the end what happen..
kena back from you >.<"
all i did is ASK.
"when are you going to pay me pay my money"..

back to KL..

just came back from Melbourne last night.
time mess up..
stupid jet lag.
anyway i had a good sleep last night =]
but, i was absent for today's class.
i slept over time, and i had a very bad backache T.T"

hmm,
can't imagine 1 week holiday pass so fast.
so not use to it T.T"
i miss Melbourne, i miss Tasmania..
i miss Penguin, i miss the boat ride..
i miss the weather, i miss the Salmon..
i miss every single thing there but not the University >.<"
LoLx..
it's an awesome trip!!
i wanna do that more often XD

24.10.2010

it's SUNDAY!!
and i'm leaving K.L soon XD
erm around 15 hours..
LoLx..
anyway, i'm not feeling well..
stomach cramp ='[
it's hurt..
argx..
i think is because of the curry mee i had for my supper >.<"
shouldn't take that..
super regret.
luckily my flight it's not in the morning.
otherwise i really go DIE..

went to Jusco with family to settle my phone bill..
daddy bought me 2 sweater XD
1 from winter time and 1 more from F.O.S
OMG, it's super cute..


i'm gonna wear it to airport tomorrow XD
i think i shouldn't sleep so early, i'm afraid i couldn't sleep in the plane.
if insomnia, i'm dead >.<"
________________________________

so i went to Sg.Wang to change my shirt.
thank god, they change for me and the sales girl is so sweet.
LOVE her so much, i swear i'll buy my new year clothes from them =]
too bad i forgot to ask for her name.
aiz.. ='[

gonna stop here..
tired dy >.<"
and i'm going to Levain tomorrow morning with family and daddy's friend before i leane.
COOOOOOL XD
i LOVE my life!!

don't act like you know me o0o

shut the fuck up BITCH.
you are really such an annoying person.
can you just shut your mouth for once??
i'm sure that everyone will claps their hands singing hallelujah!!
what ever BULLSHIT comes out from your mouth non of it is nice..
why??...
you enjoy criticizing people, but have you ever look in the mirror??
how much you know about me??
since when you become me??
i myself also don't know about it, and you help me answering all the fucking answers??
HELLO.
you know nothing about me!!
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME and you telling people i bla bla bla...
FUCK YOU o0o
you really get on my nerve!!..

every time, i tried to cool myself down and try to talk nicely to you.
but have you ever try to pleased me??
how many times i told you, if you don't understand the meaning of it, then use the fucking mandarin.
i'm not stupid, I CAN READ CHINESE!!
and if i don't i'll ask!!
not like you..
i'm sure that you have a mouth right, open your asshole mouth to ask larhx..
i'm sure that you have a brain as well right??
use your fucking brain before you speak!!
i'm really really pissed off cause of you..
every time, every single time you pissed people off!!

your good friend, your best friend, you can't even stand in their position to think for them.all the while you been complaining about them..
ehh, please larhx.
people do the same thing nia..
when people criticize you what you do?? go blog larhx, go shout out in facebook telling people how cham how cham..
all you think is for your fucking own self.
do you have to be so selfish and calculative all the time??
if you're SUCK then work hard larhx, why do you talk about people??
MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS BEFORE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT OTHERS.

you seem to be a very nice friend to me, but i was wrong.
i shouldn't judge a book by it's cover!!
you keep complaining that boy, but you just the same larhx.
SO PLEASE STOP COMPLAINING, CAUSE YOU ARE JUST THE SAME.
even worse.
so what if you're 20 and you can't express nicely??
i'm just the same.
but why do i always get blame??
it's so fucking unfair to me.
whatever you did wrong i have to be the who get scolded.
why??
just because you have the innocent look and i don't??
BULLSHITS..
look at me!!


or because you're leng lui and i'm not??
LoLx..
ehh hello, really larhx..
please, i beg you STOP THE FUCKING BULLSHITS..
if you don't know the meaning of the word, don't use it.
"memalukan diri sendiri aje"
you don't want face i want face de..
AND STOP HELPING ME TO ANSWER ALL THE FUCKING QUESTIONS. YOU ARE NOT YiTong or Didy SO MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING ASSHOLE AND FUCK OFF.

remember you have no authority to be ME!!
once again please FUCK OFF.

im going to Melbourne =]

never thought that i have the chance to visit Melbourne.
anyway, i'm going to Melbourne next Monday XD
EXCITED!!
too bad yang and ah kor couldn't join.
haiz..

my aunt called me the other day asking me wanna go to Melbourne with her anot, of course i said "YES"!!
haha..
but the bad news is, i have to come back on Sunday "ALONE"!! >.<"
what the..
i hate to come back alone, it's so inconvenient.
wanna go toilet or anywhere also need to carry the stupid bad along.
it's so dangerous to left the bag on the sit.
what to do..
wanna go holiday is like that de lurhx.. (sacrifice)

so this trip gonna visit my cousin sister and also the universities there.
hahaha.
it's time to find university.
no more time for me to be dilly-deli T.T"
really craving for that trip..
LoLx

Pissed Off...

received a call from Mr.Alex 10.30am this morning.
LoLx, he told me he dare not call Kian cause he afraid he might still on bed.
hahahaha.
okay, he said that today's Cyber Law class is cancel.
which means i'm freee...
wheee.
aiz, wasted my time rushing that stupid assignment last night.
and after that called, couldn't sleep anymore -.-"

since yang and i got not class tomorrow, so i asked him to go Sunway with papa.
LoLx..
daddy said NO SHOPPING, but mummy and i each one bought a stuff..
this time yang got nothing.. XD
after a few hours shopping and observation, we went for bowling.
yang and i each play 4 games.
luckily there's free game, if not daddy sure "pok kai"
hahaha.

(happy stuff ended here)_______________________________________



was on MSN with my dear.
asking him questions that i never wish to ask... ...
and we settle!!
thank god =]
well, i show what my brother blogged to dear.

"It's not like we don't have any friends , neither do we need you.
Do realize that there're more friends we have then you.
What do you if you're treated like a chauffeur? Pissed , agreed?
Do realize that friends do not always mean of sacrificing for you.
We sacrificed time and money and yet you're shaking leg ,
treating us like as though we're born to drive you around.
Do realize that you're not the only one friend that we have."

LoLx, dear say yang can write a song already..
hahaha, and he asked why yang write like that.
explained to him and we start to discuss about it.
seriously, i don't know why people can actually be so selfish.
they will always put themselves in the first place, then what about others??
does it mean that it's fine if they die, as long as i'm still alive!!
LoLx..
really don't understand.
i can't believe the words actually comes out from her mouth.
my heart was like...
i got stabbed by someone i cared so much..
1 word "disappointed".

dear said that i'm too kind.
always go up and down without charges..
as if i'm a chauffeur.
NO is even worse then a chauffeur, cause i did not get PAID =.="
FML.
to be honest i really HATE driving.
you expecting me to go here and there some more...
isn't it just too over??
really SPEECHLESS!!

i found this song very nice.
the music.. so nice
then i search for the lyrics and i found this translation as well.
it's like singing about me.
LoLx.
really nice.
i'm smiling by BEG, GaIn =]



Do not worry, I am fine, just go the way you were traveling
I’ve been so sorry for making things hard

I won’t give reasons or excuses anymore
Thank you for loving me thus far

When tears come out, I will smile, just the way you did for me
I am smiling like a fool, as I send you away

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

I don’t know why, you worried for me so much
You’ll never know how much I regret this

Because I am like you, I’ve suddenly become a lingering fool
I’ve become pitiful after you left

It’s laughable that I could not be with you when you were here and I am like this now after you left
I am smiling today by myself, I want to see you

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

As my tears hit the back of my hand without a sound
I should be smiling but I cried instead

When I think of that person, when I miss that person
Smiling and crying can no longer console me

Please take care of that person, for the last time…
If I could see that person, I will smile brightly
If you see me, please smile

dear "JEALOUS" (n_n)

my cute cute LOVELY dear~~~
i thought you jealous that "triple cheese burger"(thick lips) guy de.
cause he brought a hot sexy, beautiful chick to the club..
haha,
but you actually jealous because of my MSN picture >.<"


muahaha.
i'm happy, cause i starting to go into your world XD
don't jealous lurhx.
sayang back kayz??
haha
anyway, good dear!!
you made your promise~~
you said when you go back home town, you won't "pek dai" me de.
and YES!!
you did it for the second day.
i'm impress.
and let's see when you gonna break your promise.
muahaha.
make sure you accompany me when i'm in China,
cause i'll be MISSING you there T.T"

portfolio is DONE!!

wednesday it's the day i'm leaving.


i still haven't really pack my stuffs @.@"
was being so lazy this few days and rushing on my portfolio which need to pass up on last month.(i know i'm terrible)
anyway tomorrow gonna present on my portfolio.
i don't know what am i going to crap inside the room for like 30 minutes!!
LoLx..
can even lay an egg already~~

so, dear was accompanying me just now.
haha.
almost half an hour only reply 1 message -.-"
stupid dear fall asleep again.
hahahaha, so after my work.
muahehe, CHATZ time.
time to "se weet se weet" XD

dear's drawing is nice seriously..
haha, LOVE it so much
"curi curi" screen shot it already..
muahehehe >.<"









these drawing that drawn by "you" really cheers me up =]
thank you so much,
it means alot to me ^^"

in ♥ with you.

just a gentle whisper told me that you're gone
leaving only memories where did we go wrong
i couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
i'm still in love with you
tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
tell me that you need me and i'll be there
i'll be there waiting

i will always love you, i will always stay tune
there's no one who loves you like I do, come to me now
i will never leave you, i will stay here with you
through the good and bad i will stay tune
i'm in love with you

now we here together yesterday has passed
life is just beginning close to you and i
and i promise to you i will always be there
i'll give my all to you
living a life without you is more than i can have
hold me close forever and I'll be there
i'll be there for you

i will always love you, i will always stay tune
there's no one who loves you like i do, this I promise
i will never leave you, i will stay here with you
through the good and bad i will stay tune, hold me closer
our love is forever, holding us together
nothing in this world can stop us now
love has found, love has found the way