SORRY that i'm imperfect

days by days, months by months, years by years..
till now i still couldn't clarify who am i to you, have you ever thought of this as well??

we had been hanging this relationship for almost 4 years.
not up yet not down,
i just want to play a small role in your life.

there's always bittersweet when i text with you,
the way i asked and the way you answered was really funny, and you made me =D
but whenever it comes to that "QUESTION", you really make me ='[
i hate myself for being fat,
i hate myself for being huge,
i even hate myself for being so TALL!!
because of my stupid height, we couldn't be together.
isn't that if you really like a person, you wouldn't care so much about it??
LoLx..
how stupid it is..
hahahahaha.. (crazy laugh with tears)
SORRY that i'm IMPERFECT,

sometimes you made me confuse..
you said you like me too, but do you really like me or you just wanna make me happy??
to me this isn't a beautiful lie,
IT HURTS..
if you never like me before, you should have just turn me down or ignore me.
don't make me misunderstand caused i really like you, i even fall in love with... ... YOU

i'm leaving soon,
wonder how's your feeling,
are you happy or you're sad?
i wanted to know, I WANTED TO KNOW SO BADLY!!
how will it be after i leave??
you said that there's MSN, but can MSN preserve our relation??
i don't know, i really don't know.
i'm sorry..

i feel so lonely, lonely, lonely..
wish i could cuddle you right now,
well it's impossible =']