BUY!!

okay, RM300 for 1 "MONTH" is really NOT enough for me.
RM130 100% going to "MAXIS" already.
RM180..
RM50-RM100 is gonna use on FOODS and BLA BLA BLA..
RM80 left.
this is gonna KEEP KEEP KEEP!!
NOT gonna use, and CAN'T use it..

hmm, anyway i wanna do shopping.
i wanna shop like a maniac, and buy like a mad cow >.<"
LoLx..
saw this two on the selling online.
wanna buy..

yang READ my message!!..

went for SATAY with daddy and yang just now.
boring..
Yang READ my message!!
but i'm the one who show him..
LoLx..
he scolded me, and ask why am i so stupid?!

yesterday was SMS-ing with him from 2.30 am till almost 4am..
haha
asked him a lot of thing.
and i make the first step, my god it's embarrassing..
i don't know where i got the guts from..
LoLx..
yang asked me to make second step.
send him another message, see can we be together or not.
... hmm, he even take my phone and show me what should i write.
i didn't send out the message, it's still in my draft..
i'm stupid.
YES i admit..

seriously, i was really happy yesterday night after i know how he feels about me =]
swimming and tossing on the bed.
feels like i'm in the heaven, FLYING XD
really happy..

well, honestly for now i never thought of starting any relationship.
and i think it's nice for US to stay in this way..
i might be stupid, losing a great opportunity but i really don't know how should i start.


my first Christmas Card from Ah Dear =]
LOVE it so much..

i show him this card just now.
LoLx, he replied me "NICE" =.="
he can't remember that's the first gift he gave me..
so sad.
anyway, i paint another shirt for him.
the "LIMITED EDITION" one.
grrr, really LIMITED EDITION..
colour smear like shit -.-"



feel so sad..
it's DEAR favorite colour "PURPLE" XD
too bad it smear -.-"
i'm gonna try clorox it tomorrow..
hope, the ugly part can go off T__________T"
really don't know how to give him..
argh..
stupid me!! stupid you, DIDY!!
can't even give something nice to someone you care.
better go die..
he asked me try to do the whole shirt purple..
hmm, i don't know how lerhx..

anyway tomorrow i'll try to use clorox to clean it XD
even until my skin comes off.
i surely clean it for you =]

26.8.2010

super happy yet super sad..
LoLx.
happy = i've finished my 3.1 semester classes..
sad = my exam is coming soon, assignment = nothing is done..
haha, anyway i'm FREE FREE FREE!!
NO more 3D,
NO more nightmares.
super duper cool, but Mr Chen gave us an assignment>.<"
3D animation..
hmm, what's the different??
i'm still DEAD.

Mr Mah's class, ... ...
speechless!!
i brought my "Guan Xi Xian" as well as the MV, but still didn't hand up to him..
hahaha, this is stupid!!
Kian Hui forgot to add credits into the MV, end up have to do again..
but my "Guan Xi Xian" i did everything, even burn out..
when teacher play the movie, "connection error" appear!!
what the hell is going on..
hope teacher don't minus my marks again.
he had minus 10 marks last week.
i'm SAD!!

________________________________

well, i brought my shirt for Cindy Mama to see.
it was a total mess after second wash.
she gave me 2 choice, either redo or take the bladdy shirt to present.
LoLx.
how am i suppose to show a disaster artwork to others.
this is NOT GONNA HAPPEN.
not even in dream..
anyway, we went to KLCC just now,
papa bought another 2 GIORDANO t-shirt for me just in case i mess it up again..
he also buy me and yang a pair of shoes XD
daddy is weird today, he keep saying "take larhx take larhx.. buy larhx buy larhx"
LoLx..
this is so not papa's style..
he even bought yang a shirt from Graffi Tee, cost around RM80.
MY GOD, should ask him to buy me a LOMO camera as well..
haha..

today's EXAM

today's exam is a total shit..
i've studied for the whole night memorizing the stuff, end up NOTHING is out!!
grrr..
sad and angry, i've left out a part.
i forgot to study about the newspaper..
stupid me, so careless.
too bad have to play "minie minie mainy mo"
all tembak..

the one who is sitting beside me is so DAMN "smart"..
direct go online to surf for answer..
LoLx..
what a good student =]

honestly i was naughty too.
when teacher went out i asked my friend for answer, but he gave me a very funny answer.
he direct translate the question to Chinese for me..
HELLO Jack i want ANSWER not TRANSLATION..
haha..
anyway i had a great day =]



after exam, Jack asked whether wanna work as a freelancer for MATTA Fair.
i wish to but i'm afraid..
anyway i'll try.

SELFISH for not telling my privacy??

this is the most stupid conversation i've ever had..
DARN you, why do you keep forcing me to tell you my privacy things?
i thought you're mature!!
but today, i drop my glasses..
you are as childish as a kid!!
even a kid won't be as annoying as you.
5 SMS asking the same stupid question =.="

"NO" reply means be smart, stop asking.
yet you keep sending me the message over and over again.
i choose not to tell you my privacy and you send me a message saying that i'm SELFISH.
HELLO, THERE'S NO RULES SAYING THAT I HAVE TO SHARE MY PRIVACY!!
and you have no authority to ask me to tell you.

that boy and me = NON OF YOUR BUSINESS.
why do you care so much??
if you want to know so badly, go find out yourself.
and don't disturb me!!
i have no time for your stupid questions..

I REPEAT,
PRIVATE MEANS PRIVATE.
THERE IS NO "HOW" PRIVATE IS THE PRIVACY.
SO STOP ASKING ABOUT OTHERS PRIVACY, IT'S STUPID TO DO SO.

can anyone lend me your ear??

i know it's middle of the night now.
most of the people is talking to "Mr Chow"
but i'm really depress..
i need someone to talk,
and i need someone who is willing to listen to my story.
WHO?! anyone??..
T.T"

i'm stress, i know i don't look like i am.
but i am REALLY REALLY STRESS!!
my exam is on next 2 weeks, and nothing is done.
GOSH..
i really wish that i am fully prepare before the day of exam, but i know it will never happen cause i'm a last minute person -.-"
can it happen as a miracle??
JUST FOR ONCE that i'm done with everything before exam?!

seeing each of my friend having fun, enjoying the holidays i feel so envy.
when can i have that kinda days?
everytime when exam comes, i could hardly get a good sleep.
worrying about the presentation, and so do the artworks.
stay overnight rushing my works, i HATE THIS KINDA FEELINGS, i wanna be normal like those other student.
why can't i manage a good time??
grrr..
I HATE IT.
I HATE MYSELF..
DARN YOU STUPID DIDY, YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE!!

... OMG

do you really have to be like this huh??
Miss Didy!!..
LoLx, yeah i'm scolding and complaining myself..

i was trying to be a good girl since Thursday, cause Mr.Chen said that i owe him 8 modeling + 1 lighting modeling effect.
LoLx..
what?? i REALLY OWE THAT MUCH??
really -.-" (no eyes to see)
well i was planning to use 2 days to complete it which means Friday + Saturday, but i end it up playing in20years.com
so i wasted a day.
anyway it's fun man..
haha, i look so ZOMBIE after 20 years @.@"



suffering now, i was way back from my plan..
i'm still rushing on my modeling now, IN THE MIDNIGHT with the DOGS barking..
CREEPY T.T"
after a whole day of hard work, i still left 1 modeling + 1 lighting modeling effect.
urgh..
when the hell am i gonna finish all these things??
and when the hell am i gonna start my InDesign as well as my Portfolio??
please larhx Didy, you're 20 year old now!!
stop being so LAZY larhx..
anyway, i hope teacher approve all my modeling.
i really try my best, seriously I DID!!
as i said, although i'm in intermediate class but my skills is like basic level..











MYO HO REN GE KYO みょうほうれんげきょう
MYO HO REN GE KYO みょうほうれんげきょう
MYO HO REN GE KYO みょうほうれんげきょう

god please help me T.t"
please guide me, and give me wisdom..
please protect me, and please ask Mr.Chen to approve all my modeling.
i don't need high score or "A"
just give me a pass it will do and i'll be satisfied =]

to: hui xian, thank you for being supportive.
you keep saying me "geng", but if compare to others, my modeling is a piece of shit..
it's so OMG, i don't even know what to say..
anyway thanks =]
it means a lot to me.

my assignment =]

i wanna share 3 of my very old assignment..
3 of it lost in college..
dunno where the hell it went, really sad T.T"







and this is the recent assignment.





i've used 4 hours to paint it
nice huh.
too bad only 5 of us having it =]

the "OLD" me and the "NOW" me..

i know the title of my blog sounds stupid..
anyway, i was cleaning my picture folder few days ago..
and guess what, i found my year 2007 and 2008 picture, muahahaha.
LoLx, i open the folder, enlarge the pictures.
hahahahahahaha, i LAUGHED!!

really "beh tahan", how could i take that kinda picture??
MY GOD i look so stupid..
acting cute there, hahaha really stupid!!
i feel so shy to show it to my friends, really wish that the pictures doesn't exist.
@.@"
anyway, it's good too,
GOOD MEMORIES.
i swear i'll never do that kinda expression or look again!!
hmp, how the hell i got the guts to post in Frienster that time??
and people saying me "CUTE"..
that is stupid!!


this is the picture when i was 17 year old (2007).

seriously i miss my hair..
that is the first time my hair is so LONG!!
after that, not anymore..
back to the short hair life..
BOO-RING..


this is when i'm 18 year old (2008).
still with the long hair and i cut after a few month..
and this is how it looks -.-" (stupid)



and i cut again -.-" (more stupid)


too much hair straightening.. (hair damage =.=")

in the year of 2009 which means i'm at the age of 19, luckily my style changed.
if not i gonna kill myself for sure..




the girl beside me is my buddy =]

year 2010, the age of 20!!
i'm definitely changed.
how cool =]
compare to 3 years ago, i really changed the way of taking picture of myself.
i start to show my teeth.
haha, it sounds stupid but it's true, i LOOK so much mature..





i swear there will be no more SHORT HAIR in my life..
tired of having short hair..
haha =]

know or not to know..

i was really upset this few days because i'm not chosen as an exchange student, because of my English is bad.
got determine by my uncle and aunty today that my English is not that bad.(wahaha i'm super duper happy)
but i still feel depress about it, so i made up my mind to ask my teacher "WHY".
but of course i didn't ask in direct -.-"
i asked "what is the qualification to be an exchange student" and he replied "excellent artwork" and "excellent attitude".
hmm i was thinking didn't i have excellent attitude?! at least i'm not rude at all.
anyway, i just wanna to explore.
and at least i got my answer, which is my ENGLISH is not BAD, i mean yes as always grammar mistake but consider not bad already.
when i saw what he said in MSN, my heart really broken.
feels like a LOSER.

after a half an hour bath, muahahaha.
i don't feel sad anymore, and i feel so happy that my teacher told me so many things.
he's like stuffing money inside my pocket, whaooo >.<"
i hope i really can change myself after the incident =]
there are so many more opportunity waiting for me, i won't let it go anymore.
i gonna work hard for it. (i know it's easy to speak and write but i'll try for it)
like my mother said, it's time to brush up my English. (ENGLISH is so IMPORTANT nowadays)
hahaha, i never though that i have the gut to ask teacher =]
anyway i'm impress of myself, YiTong.
good job.
keep the guts, i believe i will success one day.
muahaha.

i'm Jasmine =]

Your tree representatives is Jasmine. These are the description of Jasmine :

This sign is rather mobile, alive, and sociable. Moreover, people of this sign tend to be interesting interlocutors who attract people around them. Thus, they are always in the highlight. Also, they are the ones who are expected to create homely atmosphere around them. We see them as balanced, cheerful people who do not have any problems in their life. However, their closest people know how sensitive and vulnerable they are.

Hence, Jasmine is a pessimistic sign, though it tries to hide it. These people are quite prudent and their actions are full of cautious and far-sightedness. Jasmine, like no one else, understands what advantage diplomacy and harmonious relations with others can give. Unfortunately, these qualities do not often reveal at home. Jasmine sees home as a place, where it can satisfy its need for independence.

These people do not like to feel compelled and do not like restrictions and obligations. On the other hand, they are men of duty. They know what to feel responsible means. However, this feeling doesn't excite them at all.

Jasmines aren't easy partners in marriage life, as they quickly get disappointed and become full of stereotypes and biases.

They love children and feel comfortable with them. They do not expect a lot from life, while they center their hopes on children. They can easily and clearly explain complex questions to children. Children are the greatest pleasure and satisfaction in Jasmine's life.

Jasmine is not a materialist, but they often have a good salary. They like to work, and such qualities as intelligence and agility are highly appreciated by their bosses.

birth date means (ME)

You were born on 10th of May 1990.


:: They are discoverer.
:: Always settle hidden things, hard to accept thing in easy way.
:: Emotion not play any role in their decisions.
:: Love to query things but hate being queried.
:: Known as a philosopher and knowledgeable.
:: they love technical things and talented to be a good researcher in solving things.
:: Love to keep secrets.
:: Live on their own way and need to learn to accept reality of the world.

Famous people that share your personalities : William Shakespeare, Lucille Ball, Micheal Jackson, Joan Baez, Princess Diana.

know yourself in Facebook (ME)

Dear Gay Didy, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.
People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Yourself:
People like you because you are so straightforward.
Girlfriend/boyfriend:
You are a true romantic.
Relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well.
Love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively.
Education:
Education is very important in life.
Job:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance.
Success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go.
Afraid:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control.

Finally >.<"

FINALLY, i'm fully recover.
FINALLY, my CPU is back. (welcome home my darling)
FINALLY, bought a new adapter.
FINALLY, i installed Adobe CS4. (people using CS5 now, i only started CS4..)
FINALLY, i'm using Window7.
LoLx.
FINALLY, all the bad luck is OVER.
THANK GOD.
feel so relieve now.
ohya miss out 1 thing, FINALLY i cut my fringe..
haha, it's been so long i didn't cut my fringe, it's so short @.@"
not use to it T_________T"

well the year of AUGUST (Chinese July) is really a bad luck year to me >.<"
anyway now it's over(i think..)
hope non of it coming back, please please please =]

NIKE Air Force =]

i wanna buy a pair of NIKE Air Force, but it seems like K.L doesn't have much choice..
well, i saw this 2 pairs of NIKE Air Force were selling in PAVILION.


i like both of it, but XiaoG (my ah dear) said that the line one is better than the checked, cause checked looks LaLa..
LoLx, but i prefer the checked one more..
how to choose??!
i went online to search just now and i saw another pair.
it's like WOW, amazing..
this one looks so cool, just wish to have it =]
but i didn't see NIKE store selling it..

sick

this year is a bad year to me..
i got sick so often >.<"
aiz..
so sad T.T"
is it because of stress??
i don't know, but i hope "NO".
anyway went to SAGANO Japanese Restaurant to have buffet with my third aunt.
it was her BIRTHDAY =]
wow, the food in SAGANO is way so better than ZIPANGU..
boycott ZIPANGU, LoLx..
well after the lunch, we went to AU, Jusco.
yang said wanna have Starbucks >.<"
before that granny bought us bed sheets =]
wahahaha, less 70%
super cool.
than Starbucks time!!
i ordered a venti size of Green Tea Frappuccino, yummy.
but i was full like shit..
thought of having a bowl of hot sour noodle could cure the fullness, in the end i ended up vomit.
GOSH, all greens..
i HATE it, i HATE it..
ewww, so geli!!
feel so much better after vomiting but i vomited midnight again.
than i got a very bad fever and also stomachache.
can't sleep at all.
suffering ='[


anti GREEN TEA FRAPPUCCINO

Speechless..

i tried my very best to design my very own class shirt, it seems to be cool at first.
BUT..
just because of 1 simple mistake, everything changed..
printed it 1 day late, and they don't want the design..
i use my time designing that, print out already they suddenly said they don't want it.
GOSH, my heart so freaking pain and sad.
i HATE myself, for being so careless, and i DON'T want that shirt.
i want my own design..
haiz..
whatever, i'm gonna do my own t-shirt.
i hope daddy will sponsor RM60 for me to print my own bladdy shirt.
=]