recall ｡^‿^｡

it's raining outside..
felt so cold, and i was hiding under the blanket and wrapping my self with it..
suddenly all my secondary memories pop out.
it was a memorable recall.
the happiness, sadness, laziness and more just came in to my mind.
i still remember when i just came into this school.
the people using those "weird" eyes looking at me, as if i'm an alien..(including teacher)
GOSH.
lining up waiting to get in to our class, and this girl named Khirthika came to me and said hi.

i was kinda shocked that time caused i was not prepared??!(isit a good reason)
or i should say i'm rude..
haha, this is what my dear Khirthika always tell me..
to be honest, she's really a very smart girl.
she's helpful as well and this is bad caused always lend me her homework to copy..
well, i know this girl for like 7 years.
she's so true.
she never leave me alone when she became the head prefect!! (good girl)
and i'm glad we still contact each other XD

i'm looking for this girl name Siti Nurul Ain.
hei girl where are you??!
i lost your contact..
and i felt so sad!!
every "Hari Raya" i will called and wish you but this year... ...
i'm sorry T.T"
anyway i wish you "Selamat Hari Raya" here.
hei do you remember when we're in form4.
i was sitting behind with this 2 girls Asha and Saviena??



hmm, really don't like her.
haha, always bully and look down upon me..
"F" you.
i always went to the front and sit with you.
it was the sweetest moment =]

and form5..
at last we sit together!!
during Account, Puan Law's class, you brought me "roti sardin"
and we "curi-curi" makan in the class..
haha.
i wonder did Puan Law see it??
what if she saw us eating in the class what will happen??
hahahaha, really funny.

i know we always argue with each other, but this prove that we loved each other =]
it's a good sign.

band, band, band..
Ms.Nirmala, Ms.Nirmala, Ms.Nirmala.
i miss you so much!!
really feel like going back to perform in fornt of the whole school.
i'm so proud of myself and i'm "COOL"
haha.
in the year of 2007, presented in front of Tunku Onn Ja'afar..
wow..
amazing~~~

in the same year i also went to UCSI.
can't really remember why i went there, but i got the 2nd place for using the software "paint" to design a logo i think.
really super proud of myself.
i may not be a smart student, but i'm a proud student.

every year performance, you'll surely see my face for twice..
cause i perform in choir and band!!
awesome, miss those days so much.
thank you god.
thanks for guiding me and being fair =]

and guess what..
after 5 years studying in the school.
i realized why they used this "weird" eyes looking at me.
cause i LOOK LIKE A "JAPANESE" GIRL!!
@.@"??

hahahaha.
especially MRS.Beh, she always talked about my cheery face to Puan Law..
haha.
and Ms.Nirmala, she send me home a few times..
caused my face is red and she said i'm having fever~~~
LoLx.
cool..
i was caught a few times cause they said i use blusher -.-"
and they suspect i dye my hair...
sum more blue colour~~
Lolx..
i didn't noticed i had so many problem..
until then..
hahaha.
AWESOME~~

college reopen..

so, yeahx..
3weeks of school holiday ended up like this..
shopping, sing K, 1 day trip..
what else??..

so today is a new beginning for me and it's also the last semester in college.
started to feel stress again.
there are so many assignment i still haven't complete.
what a good student..

well today's class was kinda headache for me.
it's not what i've aspect..
hmp, i was asked by Florence what field am i good in..
LoLx, i don't know!!
i'm not interested in this subject also.
how am i suppose to answer you??!
at last i told her my idea.
the idea was not strong enough, but she didn't banned my idea too.
so was kinda glad.
but i'm sure i'll make my Final Campaign as strong as a rock!!

going to P.D (continue..)

hipee.
back from P.D.
it's an awesome short trip.
7 of us went there for BBQ.
Kian, Wei Sheng, 7Zai, Carmen, Sau Lui, Alex and "ME" =]
haha, i'm glad that the food is enough for 7 of us XD
hmp, i got bitten by the ants.
"F" you antz..
red spot all over the feet T.T"
so painful!!

after BBQ, take pictures (as usual)
hei, i find that Alex also like to take pictures..
he got even more pose then me..
LoLx.
and i also find that, i'm starting to love to sit at the back sit.
cause i can enjoy the moment of taking my own portrait..
haha..























hahaha..
full of pics..
the rest doesn't wanna take pictures "boh bian"
after BBQ went to "yam cha"..
it's a place somewhere around our apartment.
so this is our apartment!!



Alex, Kian and Wei Sheng went home on the same day.
so the 4 of us stayed overnight.
nice!!
3 girls 1 boy, "kesian" that 7Zai.

seriously, 7Zai is a good driver XD
thanks for driving us around..
haha!!

going to P.D

i'm GOING to P.D in 1 hour time..
COUNT DOWN!!
haha.
haven't pack my stuff >.<"
called daddy to tell him that i'm going P.D..
hmm, i told him last night dy, i think he might have too much whiskey!!
he totally forgot about it and i "kena" scold by him.
hahaha, nevermind i'm used to it =]
i asked him can i bring yang along, he said "NO"
his exam coming soon and ask me don't "keh pa nai" (don't act smart)
kena scold again just because of asking a question..
hmm.
bad day XD
when he came home, he asked me about the rental in P.D for a night.
he said wanna bring us there after yang's exam.
from that moment, i realize that daddy actually "LISTEN TO ME"
haha.
super happy..
anyway waiting for Carmen's call to fetch her at Setiawangsa's LRT..
... ...

to be continue.

a day with Carmen

so this Carmen came to my house for no reason..
and then she said she wanna play "masak masak" with me @.@"
"gila betul"..
while i went to fetch her at "Setiawangsa"'s LRT station, mama made a cup of honey for her.
so SWEET♥
and when she reached my house, she asked me how should her address my grandmother >.<"
POPO or Aunty..
LoLx, just call whatever you want larhx.
if you think she's HOT and COOL, then call her "JieJie" also nevermind XD
she'll be happy..

was playing RydahMS with Carmen.
she said "7magan" game..
hng.
angry angry..

after game, time to go for my banana leaf!!


yummy yummy, it's my favorite XD
LOVE curry so much..
caught in a heavy rain while half way eating T.t"
couldn't go back to Bangsar Village although it's a short distance..
nevermind, luckily still got Leng Zap "gap"
he's a malay, but seriously he's handsome XD

when i shelter Carmen over, darn the umbrella flung..
haha, it was embarrassed!!
make sure no more NEXT TIME.
went to Cold Storage to buy Marsh Mellows for Thursday's BBQ..


then we went to Haagen Dazs..
my favorite as well..




awesome day..
tee hee



home..

feeling sick =[

urgh..
stomach keep making "gruu gruu gruu" sound.
not hungry, but food poisoning.
LoLx, i had the same things as what my parents had.
but why am i the only one like that??... ...
hmm..
i was thinking, does it has anything to do with the japanese crepes??



the CREAM??!!
i'm allergic to milk.
so i think probably is because of the cream..
10000% comfirm.

LoLx, yet i still wanna have my banana leaf tomorrow with TARmenlababy XD
hahaha.
i don't mind "Lao Sai"
i just wanna make myself satisfied and happy =]
this is what life means.. (to me)



yes, this is the place we're going tomorrow!!
i wanna have a big bowl of rice, with fish curry, ikan tenggiri, sotong, ayam, rasam..
what else??!
i'm pretty sure tomorrow RM100 will be gone.
haha, who cares??!
i just wanna eat XD
hei Carmen, make sure you eat a lot tomorrow!!
if not i 100% kill you.

start from 0.

finally i cut my fringe..
it takes sometime for me to think whether i should cut or not.
and yes i did it..
LoLx.

a new life, new beginning.
i'm gonna let go everything including you, you and you. (too many of them)
haha.
whatever BULLSHITS, it's gonna get off from my life.
so "BYEBYE"

"HELLO" my new life..
i wonder how would it be?!
haha.
anyway, went to do my Visa today.
the service is COOL.
super FAST!!
no complains~~~
the boy who serve me looks kinda familiar, but couldn't capture who is he.
who cares??!
i'm GOING TO CHINA in 2 and the half week time. (yang don't jealous)
muahaha.

after Visa thinggie, went to cut my hair with mummy and yang.
then we went to "Dion" (a bank i guess) to pass the old clothes to "Girl E"
hmm, seriously i feel bad bout giving the old clothes to someone whose like so close.
but, when i saw the expression on her face (a very thankful look)
i feel so touch XD
hei GOD, i did something good again =]
haha.

a day in PAVILION.

Carmen: Sing K..
Yang: NO!!
Carmen: Sing K..
Yang: NO!!, i don't want to sing with you..
Carmen: WHY??
Yang: cause YOU CAN'T SING!!
x.Didy: (speechless) concentrate driving, eyes on the road. ears stuffed with cottons..
__________________________
familiar with the dialogue??
haha, yea both of them were arguing where to go.
at last, we made our decision, to PAVILION.
hahaha.
saddie Carmen, wishing to sing with Yang in the K room.
too bad, end up watching Resident Evil After Life(3D)
before movie - HUNGRY.
need food!!
went to eat "老油鬼鬼" at the food court.



3 of us, 5 plates of "yao cha guai" 6 bowls of congee.
LoLx..
isn't it too much for us??
but, who cares?!
we ate all up XD
tee hee.

after lunch - SHOPPING time XD
went to Cotton On.
try try try, nothing suits me T.t"
walk walk walk, i scanned nothing..
then we went to Forever 21.
grr, the clothes is so EXPENSIVE!!
a shirt that looks like a "pyjamas" cost RM89.90??
LoLx, are you insane??
really "7magan" if i buy it.
hmp, i saw Valarie in the fitting room.
she's working there..
LoLx.
what a coincidence??!
don't wanna meet people that time, all POP out..
wanna meet that time, no one is out.

anyway 1.45PM - MOVIE time..
muahaha.
feelings??
excited, excited and excited!!
Yang, Carmen and Me, 3 of us keep arguing where to sit.
DONG~~~~
wanna scare yet wanna watch, wanna watch then DON'T complain..
LoLx.
at last, 3 of us settle down with the seats..
movie starting any moments..
COOL..
before the movie, babe lets take a picture..
"chi chiak"


hei, i looks GORGEOUS babe XD

movie starts..
shh =X

after 2 hours movie, Carmen wanna go Cotton On again..
she wanna buy the dress she tried.
me = nothing to do..
yang = choosing slipper.
and i walk walk walk again, POOF.
i scanned something XD
a pants and a sleeveless.
WTF, it's amazing.
i LOVE both of it, but i HATE both of the price..
it's so F*CKing expensive T_____T"
Pants = RM99 Sleeveless RM89.90.
WOW..
just kill me..

anyway, Carmen bought her dress and jacket.
Yang bought his slipper.
i bought NOTHING!!
haiz, FORGET it, it's GOOD too.
i'm OFFICIALLY broke..

after shopping - TEA TIME.
LoLx.











LOVE you guys ♥

don't wanna try.

i can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said,
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship.
i can't believe it!!
4 years gone down the drain..
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently.
i tried to save it so many times but you still couldn't see.
you kept insisting and resisting that you would not fall again..
and now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry??
and you're trying to come back home??
you're telling me u really need me crying begging both knees are on the floor??

but baby i..
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more.
you keep insisting when you know our love is out the door.
don't wanna try don't wanna try cause all we do is fight and say the things that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry.
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road.
baby just let it go,
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more.
tell me whats the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love??

you and i had many conversations on the telephone,
talks about one day we having a place of our own.
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table,
but all of that just seems so far away from me.
had to wake up face reality.
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through.
and now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry??
and you're trying to come back home??
you're telling me u really need me crying begging both knees are on the floor??


but baby i..
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more.
you keep insisting when you know our love is out the door.
don't wanna try don't wanna try cause all we do is fight and say the things that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry.
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road.
baby just let it go,
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more.
tell me whats the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love??

thank you, but i don't need it.

9 months ago, you said that i'm a "BITCH".
you hurt me.
i forgive you,
and yet you HURT me again.
the words you said to me was so harsh.
knife stabbing into my heart, again and again..
i said "BREAK"
but you will never agree.
i asked why,
you said you LOVE me so much, you don't want to lose me again.
FINE.
i trusted you.
and yet you LIE me AGAIN.
i don't want this things to happen again.
RECOVER, BREAK, RECOVER, BREAK
repeat and repeat..
so tiring.
i HATE this feeling.

at last, we BREAK UP..
i wanted to be friends, but you seems like you're avoiding me.
WHY?!
fine, FORGET IT..

this few days, you came to me.
you SMS me every night around the same time.
the things you write, is so suspicious.
what is your motive??
i keep thinking and thinking..
couldn't get any answer.
as a friend, i think the way you treat me is OVER THE LIMIT.
it shouldn't be like this, NO WAY!!
i don't wanna fall for the same mistake again.

i'm TAKEN.
i don't belong to you anymore.
i LOVE him, NOT YOU, not you ANYMORE.
i don't know how long can this relationship last, but i know i can't lose him.
he's my POWER, he's my SOUL, he's my EVERYTHING.
i LOVE him just the way he is.
so what if you're a PILOT??
yes, you might earn alot, but you NEVER treasure me.
am i a fool to you??..
or a tyre??
you need me then you come to me, if you don't need me you'll keep me inside a dark room.
IS THIS WHAT YOU CALLED LOVE??
he's not!!
he will never do this to me, no matter what, he'll spend time with me..
THIS IS WHAT YOU CAN NEVER DO.

‎"一路顺风" Mr.Stupid Fly (Ah Moon)

last Friday we were still having dinner together at Delicious.
can't imaging that you're leaving today.
urghx..
gonna miss you so much although you "FFK" me for so many times..
from Malaysia to U.K
a long long distance, can't call and ask you to watch movie or shopping or have dinner together anymore.
hei Fly, you still owe me "Step Up 3" and "Kepong's Steamboat"..
darn you..

hei remember what you told me in the car??
the international language??



remember to use it!!
don't lie me..
and hei remember to buy souvenir for me.
i want "MADE IN U.K" not "China"
muahaha.

anyway, "一路顺风" to you
my dear BFF =]

i'm going to CHINA =]

yipeee..
Miss Didy will be off to China, Guang Zhou with daddy on the 6th of October.



tee hee..
i'm excited honestly, cause daddy called in the afternoon saying "might" bring me along to China depends on the price of the air ticket.
woots, check on "MAS" the air ticket was like RM1700++ and for "AirAsia" it's around RM1000..
RM700 difference..
WTF.
i thought daddy gonna say: i'll bring you there next time.
insist of saying that he said he wanna bring me to do my Visa..
muahaha.
happy "sei"

this will be my first time visiting China, Guang Zhou..
wondering how the place look like..
hmm, will the place as beautiful as in picture??
will it be cleaner then Malaysia?? (daddy said it's very very dirty)
am i gonna get use to the place
or will i cope with a group of uncles??!
and i gonna SHARE ROOM with daddy??
gosh.
LoLx..
questions keep popping out into my mind..

people in Guang Zhou speaks Cantonese or Mandrin??!..
yes, definitely..
LoLx,
i'm DEAD..
my Mandrin sucks..
Cantonese "lagi" sucks..
direct like what they said "Bak Gu"(china prostitute) -.-"
WTF..
means i cannot shop alone already T.T"
sad sad..
Kian asked me to be careful cause China people very "COMPLICATED"
haha.
anyway thanks Kian, i will =]
i promise you'll see me return without a hair falls XD
stupid me..

3 more weeks..
haha, i guess i needa buy an international charger for my iPod Touch dy.
if not i'll be suffering without talk to my Dear =]

a day trip to "POPULAR"

went to Ampang Point with Yang just now.
grrr.
darn it i've spend RM72.00 on my new pencil case.



dunno which FUCKER took my stuff.
really CCB..
after Ampang Point, we went to AU's Jusco spend another RM30++ there..
damn it.
i'm OFFICIALLY BROKE!!

wonderful night ♥

since so long, i didn't have this kinda life..
really relax, enjoy and FUN!!

kena "FFK" again -.-"
this time by Mr.Stupid Fly..
darn you, don't wanna go then SMS or call and say larhx..
the whole village prepared and waiting for you that time, you didn't show up.
WHAT THE HELL..
2pm, i called you that time you should tell me that you don't wanna go.
why "en en en" there??

i called 20 times, Carmen called around 30 times, you also didn't pick up!!
don't tell me you sleep like a pig..
JUST SAY YOU ARE TRYING TO AVOID..
F.U!!

FORGET IT.
well today i had a very wonderful night with 2 of my babes, LaiYee and Carmen.
and so do Yang =]
we went to Shabu Shabu as we planned last night XD
haha cool.
eat so much pork and beef.
Carmen almost vomit into the pot..
WTF, girl don't so disgusting larhx..
and yet she still wants her ice-cream, my god..
haha.
LaiYee full till stomach pain, but still she wanna take picture -.-"
Yang and i ate alot..
Non STOP..
he had so much seaweed and ice-cream.
hahaha, look so GiRLY..
o_______O"

i hope we can do this often..
cause, it's really nice and i enjoy it very much..
haha.





thanks god =]
thanks for giving me my friends, and the ones i LOVE.
muahaha..
i will treasure it XD























LOVE you guys..

while waiting for the pictures to upload, i was chatting with "Ah Gong" and dear.
LoLx, he really forget about my 3D..
anyway, now settle already.
he's gonna help me with my lighting XD
so glad that he help
1 down 2 more to go..
muahaha.

dear ah dear.
sorry about the bad luck things keep happen in you.!!
Dear gehx stuff kena stole -.-"
LoLx, sibeh cham and sad.
the most sad thing is that he lost his HDD
his SNSD (his LouPo's) MV "boh liao"..
muahaha.
ask you to think me only lorhx..
100% won't kena curi..
he curse the thief's "gugu jiao" tio Cancer..
LoLx..
so evil, but who ask that stupid thief go curi his Lao Po..
hahaha, laugh sei me..